Chapter 9 - Wonderful Adventures and Experiences

Ok after this chapter, I am going to start posting all the "diary entries" as they are. I have been saving them, but wanted to catch you up with my life before my blog.

So I jump into corporate aviation, head first. I booked my first gig 2 weeks after graduation. It was a family of 7 with 2 handicapped children. I was nervous but still kicked butt and they even requested me back for their return trip. I was networking and doing what I needed to do to get my name out there. I must have sent our like a gillion resumes, lol. Jack was giving me money in between to make ends meet while I hustled and I did pretty ok. Around summer time, things came to a complete halt! I knew I had to get into something else. My bff told me about the school she went to massage therapy for so I quickly enrolled. It was a grueling 6 months but I knew I had to do what I had to do. I took the state board and passed as I knew I would and I got licensed. I began booking gigs right away. I made friends with all the concierges at the high end hotels and they sent business my way. I always gave them a little something to show my appreciation.
Come November, flying started picking up again...I had gotten on the contract roster for a charter company not too far from me and they sent business my way.
In december I sent out my resume to this company where I would get my big break...the year ended with a bang!

So the next posts will start with blogs from early 2010; I summarized 2009 and 2010 in this chapter but now you will start getting more of a "day to day" feel of my life.....HAPPY READING!!!

Chapter 8 - Fresh Start

Well I got in touch with an old SD from when I was in college. He jumped at the opportunity to be with me of course since he's super old and not getting any from his wife, lol. The great thing about our relationship is that he's literally my bitch! I'm very upfront with him about why I choose to spend my time with him. I always remind him that the only reason I choose to be with him is because HE GIVES ME MONEY. He does tend to forget that we are in an arrangement and starts talking about marriage so I have to remind him, lol. Maybe he's just too old; he's 66. I moved south beach to get away from it all and just party my ass off while I figured it all out. It was awesome! I met some cool people and made some contacts. I decided to work on private planes as a flight attendant. I trained for it, (luckily my daddy paid for the training) I did a few trips...definitely had to hustle to get myself out there but I did slowly but surely. I was still on the lookout for my next big fish though. I sold my engagement ring and my Cartier love bracelet to put in my savings. It was definitely nice to know that I had not wasted my time for nothing. Of course I kept all my other fabulous material things (gucci shoes and jewelry, jimmy choos, louboutins, chanel, Prada, Versace, Ralph Lauren, Burberry, Louis Vuitton, etc...you get the picture). I have a fabulous wardrobe and accessory collection thanks to my ex! Love you babe! Wish you the best, muah! Got a nice BMW that suits me and my age; Jack (my old oldtime daddy) also gave me some money towards my car. So now I have my own upscale car. You gotta look the part if you want to snag a big fish. They want to know that you're trying to make something of yourself and not just sitting around waiting for them to save you.
It took a little bit of adjustment from my ultra fabulous lifestyle but I got right back into my business mode. Once an entrepreneur, always an entrepreneur ;-)
I decided that I was gonna get into as many things, career wise...can't put all my eggs in one basket. I always say that you should have at least 3 sources of income. That way when one fails, the others can keep you afloat.
Stay tuned...

Chapter 7 - Life in a new State

I'm not going to tell you where we moved to, but I will say that it is a place that stays sunny year round for the most part. We rented a 5-bedroom, 5,000 sqft home in a gated community...definitely my dream home. I was now playing housewife. We joined a country club and everything was just dandy but after a while, I got bored. I decided to go back to school since Richard wouldn't let me work even part-time. Even going to school was a fight but when I want something, it happens and he paid for my school. I went for graphics design and learned a lot. I even used my skills to help him design some marketing materials for his company.

Life as a housewife was everything I wanted...I got whatever I want drove a mercedes S550 (2008 christmas present), got all the jewels and designer duds any girl could ask for. I had access to the bank accounts and lived a very comfortable life. But there was one thing eating at me, and that was the fact that Richard still wasn't divorced and I was wasting my youth with him. I didn't want a situation where I was left with nothing, even though I was stashing money away. We fought about it all the time and he made it seem like it was up to his wife (she was definitely bitter and desperately trying to drag it out). The real estate market had crashed around this time and they were wasting money on lawyers as Richard lost a ton of money in his projects. After our 1-year lease was up, I gave him an ultimatum. Give me an engagement ring, or I move out. He was being hard headed, or so I thought at the time, so I moved out into a 2-bedroom condo in a high rise near my good friend. It was a nice neighborhood. I still wanted to be surrounded by money. I started having an affair with my friend's brother-in law who was married at the time. I needed something to take my mind off all the craziness going on. All of a sudden, Richard brings me his divorce papers 2 months later, lol. I should have moved out earlier. He then proposed to me with a 5.5 carat diamond ring in a lavish and romantic setting. He brought me to tears! I was so excited to be planning my wedding. We told our family and set the date 6 months from the proposal. Richard had moved out of the 5-bedroom home into a 1-bedroom condo...I noticed that funds weren't coming in as they should and even asked him about it but he assured me that everything was fine. Then he kept trying to move into my place and I told him not until we got married because I didn't want him getting too comfortabe. So he moved into another building close to me.

We picked the location and even went to marriage counseling but we had definitely gotten estranged because we fought about money all the time....little did I know that Richard was broke and instead of telling me about it, he pretended everything was fine, drank a lot and then lashed out at me. I couldn't take it anymore. I also knew that I couldn't live and be married to a man and be struggling. I rather struggle on my own. So I convinced Richard that we should postpone the wedding till we could afford it. He reluctantly agreed but he had no choice. We had gotten to the point where I couldn't even stand being around him anymore because he turned into an alcoholic and became verbally abusive so I just stayed away from him. I bought my own car and gave him back the benz because the payments were just too steep. Slowly but surely we just stopped speaking to each other. I even changed my phone number and he got the message. He was too ashamed to tell me he was broke so he just stayed away. I realized that was the reason he didn't even want to buy me a ring in the first place, he just couldn't afford it. I figured out a lot of things after we parted ways. I started getting collection calls looking for him for past due payments on the credit cards, cars, etc. It was just unsettling. Now I needed to get back on the horse and start a new game plan for my life. I had some savings so it was a lot easier, thank God! I knew I had to pick a job where I was around rich men so I went to the drawing board.

Chapter 6 - Life in the Adult Entertainment Industry

The year 2003 had just started; I had just purchased my first home at such a young age :-)
I was happy indeed. I had to focus on school (college) and pay my bills so I was working as an escort. I made quite a lot of money so I decided to purchase another home as an investment property; do my "incalls" out of there which pretty much paid for the mortgage so it was a win-win.
I had so many clients far and few in between...lots of regulars who took care of me. I raised my rates so that only the wealthy people could afford me. I started a website which later turned into a pay site. I did lots of photo shoots, put out a calendar, and decided to go into adult film production because I didn't see myself working for anyone as a porn star. I attended lots of adult conventions and my brand began to grow. I even got paid to shoot on danni.com. My first film was not a great as I would have liked. It was all girl/girl and I had no experience in the adult film industry, nor did I have anyone to go to for advise so I did it all on my own. I must say though that I give myself credit for putting everything together. I would tell you the name of my movie but that would blow my cover now wouldn't it? lol.
A couple of years later, I decided to dance at the most upscale club in my city so that I could date wealthy men and have a sugar daddy. I had lots of good regulars at the club. I met John, a married paranoid man who was obsessed with me. He gave me money here an there but nothing to make me stop my hustle. Then I met Richard...he reminded me of a modern day Ken. Very much a gentleman and completely spoiled me rotten. He had just separated from his wife at the time and was just lost so he decided to play. The night I met him, he spent a lot of money on me at the club and took my number...I knew there was potential there. He had a huge mansion in the best part of town...he had all the expensive cars and even had me drive his SL500 to school. I had no idea how much that car cost at the time. We went on so many trips to nice affluent locations. He introduced me to designer labels and wanted nothing but the best for me. He started out giving me $5,000/month (which enabled me to film my second film) and gave me a credit card in my name to use for what ever expenses I wanted. It was truly a "Pretty Woman" story. He wasn't too happy about me being in the film industry but I guess he knew he couldn't tell me to stop if he wasn't supporting me.
I hurt my ankle playing sports and he moved me right into his home...I had just purchased my 3rd home and it was a townhouse with lots of stairs and there was no way I could maneuver around. He offered to take care of me at his lovely home. After I healed up and graduated from college, he proposed that we moved to another town and start over fresh and that I quit the adult industry all together. He wanted to marry me as soon as his divorce was final. I happily obliged because I knew I had hit the jackpot and I really didn't see myself in the Adult film industry forever anyways because it was a lot of hard work getting your name out there. I probably could have succeeded but it would have taken way too much time and my ultimate goal anyway is to marry money. I sold all my properties and furniture and packed up my things and was ready to move. I was incredibly happy!