May 20th-29th

20th
Last day of training!!! I SUCCESSFULLY completed the training and now I can breath easy. Went home packed for my California trip with my brother and his new beau (very desperate new beau might I add).
21-23
Got in, had my old high school boyfriend pick me up...funny how he still hasn't changed and he is a nervous wreck around me. Constantly trying to please and impress me; it's kinda cute, lol. Got settled in at my "new beau's" place...it needed a lot of work, got introduced to her brother who was all googly eyed...I had no intention of getting to know anyone at this event. Took a nap, got my nails done, the party was that nigh and my brother wasn't due in till late, so it was great that I had Ed (old high school boyfriend) with to use at my crutch. It was an ok night, horrible food (I'm spoiled by my mother's cooking), a fight even broke out later on and the cops came. All the guys there tried their luck with me but of course they got nowhere and quickly labeled me the "DIVA" and snob, hahahaha.
Saturday was much better, the bbq was off to a late start but all in all, it was alright. Very disorganized but alright. I played some soccer, hung out with my sister, took photos, it was splendid. It was also cool because the guys took the hint and backed off (I'm not into African men). That night we went on the yacht; just as I thought, it wasn't all glam. In fact, it was a very old boat! All the same, it was the company that mattered. My step sister and her husband came out (I had invited them), my sister was there so I had a great time. Sunday came soon enough and I flew out that morning back home. Next day would be my date with Oldie, lol.
24th
I wasn't really looking forward to "old man sex" but hey, I got bills to pay and a lifestyle to uphold so I went through with it. It was just as I expected, REALLY REALLY BAD!!! But I'm very experienced in having sex to get what I want that I didn't even flinch. What I really didn't feel like doing was spending time with him for 5 hours!!! Luckily he finished quickly and realized that there was dead silence so he needed to go! :-) I got some alone time before rehearsal.
25th
An off day, I slept in, chatted with the bff for a few hours and got ready for my date with Mr. Dermatologist. It still felt hilarious that he was in prison for 2 years! You couldn't even tell by looking at him. We went shopping as we discussed and had dinner at Capital Grille...it was splendid. He drove me home and we discussed the issue of "an allowance" and he agreed to think about it so hopefully he comes through.
26th
Pretty low key day, cooked, went to rehearsal and had dinner with the bff. Tomorrow would be another rendezvous with Mr. Dermatologist. Definitely not looking forward to it, lol.
27th
Another boring sex with Mr. Dermatologist, rehearsal, packing for my flight to DC tomorrow at 8am to see my brother graduate from pharmacy school. I'm very proud of him.
28th
Got up, got on the plane, my brother picks me up from the airport. We witnessned the ceremony, awkward family time, locked our keys in the rental, and then finally got it opened. Drove for 3.5 hours back to my brother's apartment (first time visiting the new place). His ex-actually showed for the graduation. You could tell they still cared for each other. I hope they work it out.
29th
Slept well, woke up, ate breakfast, and now I'm looking forward to seeing Sex in the City 2!

May 18th & 19th, 2010

Tuesday I woke up early as usual to go attend my training...pretty standard/mediocre day; I'm so glad I don't have to do this everyday!!! During the day, I get a text from 6'5 "hey sorry it's not gonna work out. I just can't do the "buy me this buy me that...do this do that" type of girl...hope you have a great birthday". I had a feeling he was gonna crack, but I'm glad I weeded him out of the group of men in my life. If you are not going to be contributing to my life in anyway, then you do not need to be in it. He knew he would be my bitch if he got any close, so he chose to cut it off...smart man, lol. He was way too corny for my taste anyways; the only way he was going to stay in was to be generous, but I guess he failed that test...moving on!
I immediately made plans with Mr. Dermatologist for my birthday dinner tomorrow and told him to get me the gift certificates I initially told 6'5 to get. Life is just peachy! When one man goes stingy, another becomes generous, lol.
Wednesday, I woke up early again...class was a lot better because it is my birthday, I made sure everyone knew it ;-) One pilot even offered to buy my lunch; how sweet! I think he likes me, lol. Finished training, got home, spoke to mother, brother, bff...got ready for my dinner date and made plans for my bff to meet us at the restaurant. Mr. Dermatologist picks me up in a decent Mercedes, although the car wasn't valet parked like he should have done...come to find out, he has a breathalizer in his car; WTF???

May 12th-17th 2010

I went on my Lunch date on Wednesday with my potential Dr. SD...he was actually quite the gentleman and I was pleased with the lunch date. He seemed eager to become an SD as he claimed he had never been one before. Dr. SD is married; he claimed to be separated although he still lives with the mrs. Men kill me sometimes when they try to find ways to make their marriage seem less legal than it actually is..bottom line is, if you are not divorced, you are MARRIED. In anycase, he was charming and soft spoken and seemed very impressed with me of course because I was dressed to the nine with a nice/colorful day dress, some pearls, and my killer red pumps. We had sushi, chatted, and decided to go out on an evening date, and then a weekend trip to see if there is chemistry. I see this going somewhere, but until then...we'll see. Chatted with the bff at her home for a bit. Went to rehearsal; went home
Thursday, I had my breakfast meeting with another potential SD; I was so not in the mood since he wasn't really giving me much to begin with, but I knew that I could get more so I went. I made sure he knew who called the shots and did not budge until he saw that I meant business and could walk. He knew that he was so close to getting my sugar and he couldn't get it that quickly from anyone else at that matter so he caved, just like I thought it would. I finally softened up when I knew he got the picture. So I'm seeing him in a little over a week for our first of 7 meetings and collecting my cash baby!!! I got a call from Mr. Four Seasons to confirm for Friday. I was definitely very happy to hear from him as he always keeps me overnight. Touched bases with my young wannabe SD and confirmed for Saturday; he seems like he will be an easy one but we'll see if he comes through with my gifts. Friday was d-day with Mr. Four Seasons; I slept most of the day, did some bikram yoga, ran some errands, and got ready for my date. He was actually staying at the Ritz this time. I got out of the car looking amazing of course and turned heads as usual. Got upstairs to his room and it was like we picked up where we left off. I drank wine, he drank beer. We ordered room service, fucked, talked some more, slept. Next morning we fucked some more, he gave me my fee and I left very happy. I could cover some of my training costs ;-)
Saturday morning, I got home, napped and then got ready for my date with young wannabe SD. I drove to his place and it was he pretty laid back (I like that about him); it makes up for his goofiness. We went to the event, and I ran into Mr. Yacht and completely ignored him; he recognized me instantly and I could see the look of regret in his eyes...oh well, you snooze, you lose! After the event we went to the after party, hung out there for a bit, and then met up with Mr. no balls so that I could get my birthday gift. Then young wannabe SD was already wasted and did something stupid to a girl which caused her to throw her drink on him (which he deserved), but in the process, some of it got on me. I approached her about it and she was rude so we went at it, she was a hair puller as I threw punches..my tit popped out of my dress, lol...but security pulled us apart too quickly, I was so pissed. They threw her out of vip...then she called the cops crying and they made us stay for our statement...at the end of the whole thing, the cops pretty much blew her off and told us we were free to go. I drove home and was pretty much pissed the whole time but I put things in perspective and knew I would get over it eventually. I got one hour sleep and woke up at 6am to get ready for my training...the whole day was dreadful!!! I was running on fumes and was glad when it was over. I decided to spend another night at young wannabe SD's house (good thing I was prepared); he picked up some dinner for me, I ate, crashed, woke up. We chatted for a bit (I think he likes when I call him daddy) and I went back to sleep again. Woke up late Monday morning but still made it ok...Wow, what a week!

May 11th, 2010

Today was a very productive day. I got a very unexpected call from an old regular that I was actually thinking about. Here I was thinking about place an ad in my old stomping ground to draw my old clientele and this one finds me. It was just perfect. I'm going to be seeing him this weekend and he's a pretty good spender so I'm not worrying as much about covering all these expenses ;-). I still spoke to my girlfriend though about hitting up NYC..there is lots of money there.
I decided to link up with an old acquaintance and boy was he glad to hear from me, lol...men are so easy. It's just that most of the ones with even a little bit of money don't know how to spend it and that's why they end up alone, hahaha.
Pretty standard day, bank, dry cleaners, Gucci to pick up my bag that I had repaired. I decided to stop in at starbucks and ran into one of my castmates working there (he's definitely gay, love him!) We chatted for a bit and as I was heading back to my car, Orbit head called out to me, I saw him and was so disappointed. I was expecting some wealthy guy to be behind but alas it was him! I stopped to speak to him since I am a polite and courteous person; I definitely shouldn't have though. This man is bitter and is upset with me for rejecting him, and was rude and judgmental...geeze! What a way to get a girls attention dumbass!!! He was getting on me for not stopping by to say hi, and I told him "what for? Are we buying me shoes?" sarcastically, he didn't like that one bit, "why would I spend $2,000 on shoes for you?" "They don't cost $2,000", I responded quickly; I didn't even give a shit, I wanted this conversation to be over. "What? $700?? What do you like? Jimmy Choos?" "I'm actually a gucci girl" I responded laughing...hahaha...this man makes me laugh. He proceeds to wrongfully analyze the brands of the earrings I had on..."Oh that's why you have those gucci earrings", "they are not gucci" I responded. "Oh knock offs???" The nerve of this douchebag! He's sooooo fuming mad that I am into wealthier men and he can't compete that he starts being verbally abusive...Reminds me a lot of Richard (except without the BROKE part, lol), ugh! "No they are Blvgaris". "Oh" he responded feeling foolish. The he says "oh and I know you think I'm drama"...I promptly agreed, lol..He said "have you found your rich boyfriend yet?" I responded candidly "still working on it"...I didn't give a shit. He says "oh so you don't want a boyfriend, you want a rich boyfriend". I say "I want someone that I can have fun with and money does matter". I guess he got upset with that because he stormed off. "Why don't we go live under a bridge like poor people", I called out to him. Smiled and walked off. He was very rude, but I didn't really care. This just lets me know how to treat him if I ever run into him in the future, LIKE SHIT. I'm always nice to people until they fuck with me!
I later went home, showered, took a light nap and went to rehearsal to sing for this solo that would be nice for me and I think there is hope. I just have to keep practicing. I designed a small flyer for the production, talked to my old high school boyfriend, and all is just peachy...I didn't get to workout today though, but I ate healthy and there is always tomorrow. Off to bed I go!

May 10th, 2010

Today is my bbf's b-day, too bad she's in the islands with her family but we will be celebrating with a spa day when she gets back for both our birthdays. We taurus' love to enjoy life and I see nothing wrong with that. There are a lot of people that feel guilty for feeling happy and I see that as madness!!!
I was supposed to go to bikram yoga today, but of course I stayed up late and didn't get to bed till 6am! So that meant that sleep was top priority. I pretty much missed out on all my errands today (obviously they weren't that important, lol). But I will make sure I do them tomorrow for sure. It's 4:57am as I write this but I think I will definitely get my errands done because I have to. I will try to get cardio or yoga in.
I got one of my long-time regular webcam customers to get me some pole dancing classes. I've decided to learn some new tricks because I think I might be going back to dancing but I'm not really thrilled about doing that where I live because of all the guys I know. I'm thinking about posting some escorting ads up...gotta make some money for my bills and my trip to Europe this summer. My day time job is just not cutting it! I sometimes think that I wasn't meant to have a regular job but I'm still searching though.
On my way to my rehearsal for my play, I get a call from crazy stalker wannabe SD, I saved his name in my phone just like that. He asked me to dinner and I told him he would have to pay for my time and he tells me he saw me on a dating site. I told him sure but my number wasn't on that site. He found my escort ad and therefore would have to pay me. He keeps trying to justify it but I shut him down. Then he goes on to tell me about my pictures changing, like that would make a difference...people can be very stupid at times. I told him if he didn't like what he saw he should not have called me. I told him to go back and take a good look at the pictures currently on my ad; if he like what he saw then should call back to book an appointment. Dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb, duuuuuuumb!!!
So I talked to Joe II today, and he was telling me how he didn't feel comfortable agreeing upon a set amount of money because he felt like it was prostitution. Are you fucking kidding me??? Hello!!! I told him: "I told you the only relationship we can have is a sd/sb relationship because you are married! I do not feel comfortable giving myself and time to you if I'm not getting something out of this relationship, and the only thing you can give me is MONEY!!!" Geeze, I'm tired of these men that don't want to feel like they are paying for it, hello!!! YOU ARE ALWAYS PAYING FOR IT...you would think that it would be best for all involved if everything was laid out and agreed upon in advance, just like you would do in the business world. But nooooo, they want to play the song and dance game, and I just don't have time for it. I emailed him my expenses and told him to pick some from there. If he's still acting like a pussy, then he's getting cut off. I don't have time for this. I need to focus my energy on making money and figuring out what to do as a career for goodness sakes!
In anycase, I'm looking forward to my lunch date in two days with a potential SD. Hope that one goes better.
My regular, Mr. C, called me at 11pm today. That's pretty early for him. He normally calls around midnight, intoxicated. He was actually somewhat sober tonight as he just lost a good friend. As usual, I drive him to the ATM (he's never prepared!). He comes back and tells me that he reached his limit and couldn't get more than $300, instead of my usual $400/hr rate. I wasn't even mad. I know him enough by now, and he is a pretty decent guy with a nice size cock. I just told him to get me next time. We went back to his place and did what we always do...I left after having a glass of wine; a first for me. I even looked at the bottom of the glass when he handed it to me and he started laughing. Hey, I rather be safe than sorry. I kissed him goodnight when the session was over and headed home.

Chapter 9 - Wonderful Adventures and Experiences

Ok after this chapter, I am going to start posting all the "diary entries" as they are. I have been saving them, but wanted to catch you up with my life before my blog.

So I jump into corporate aviation, head first. I booked my first gig 2 weeks after graduation. It was a family of 7 with 2 handicapped children. I was nervous but still kicked butt and they even requested me back for their return trip. I was networking and doing what I needed to do to get my name out there. I must have sent our like a gillion resumes, lol. Jack was giving me money in between to make ends meet while I hustled and I did pretty ok. Around summer time, things came to a complete halt! I knew I had to get into something else. My bff told me about the school she went to massage therapy for so I quickly enrolled. It was a grueling 6 months but I knew I had to do what I had to do. I took the state board and passed as I knew I would and I got licensed. I began booking gigs right away. I made friends with all the concierges at the high end hotels and they sent business my way. I always gave them a little something to show my appreciation.
Come November, flying started picking up again...I had gotten on the contract roster for a charter company not too far from me and they sent business my way.
In december I sent out my resume to this company where I would get my big break...the year ended with a bang!

So the next posts will start with blogs from early 2010; I summarized 2009 and 2010 in this chapter but now you will start getting more of a "day to day" feel of my life.....HAPPY READING!!!

Chapter 8 - Fresh Start

Well I got in touch with an old SD from when I was in college. He jumped at the opportunity to be with me of course since he's super old and not getting any from his wife, lol. The great thing about our relationship is that he's literally my bitch! I'm very upfront with him about why I choose to spend my time with him. I always remind him that the only reason I choose to be with him is because HE GIVES ME MONEY. He does tend to forget that we are in an arrangement and starts talking about marriage so I have to remind him, lol. Maybe he's just too old; he's 66. I moved south beach to get away from it all and just party my ass off while I figured it all out. It was awesome! I met some cool people and made some contacts. I decided to work on private planes as a flight attendant. I trained for it, (luckily my daddy paid for the training) I did a few trips...definitely had to hustle to get myself out there but I did slowly but surely. I was still on the lookout for my next big fish though. I sold my engagement ring and my Cartier love bracelet to put in my savings. It was definitely nice to know that I had not wasted my time for nothing. Of course I kept all my other fabulous material things (gucci shoes and jewelry, jimmy choos, louboutins, chanel, Prada, Versace, Ralph Lauren, Burberry, Louis Vuitton, etc...you get the picture). I have a fabulous wardrobe and accessory collection thanks to my ex! Love you babe! Wish you the best, muah! Got a nice BMW that suits me and my age; Jack (my old oldtime daddy) also gave me some money towards my car. So now I have my own upscale car. You gotta look the part if you want to snag a big fish. They want to know that you're trying to make something of yourself and not just sitting around waiting for them to save you.
It took a little bit of adjustment from my ultra fabulous lifestyle but I got right back into my business mode. Once an entrepreneur, always an entrepreneur ;-)
I decided that I was gonna get into as many things, career wise...can't put all my eggs in one basket. I always say that you should have at least 3 sources of income. That way when one fails, the others can keep you afloat.
Stay tuned...