May 10th, 2010

Today is my bbf's b-day, too bad she's in the islands with her family but we will be celebrating with a spa day when she gets back for both our birthdays. We taurus' love to enjoy life and I see nothing wrong with that. There are a lot of people that feel guilty for feeling happy and I see that as madness!!!
I was supposed to go to bikram yoga today, but of course I stayed up late and didn't get to bed till 6am! So that meant that sleep was top priority. I pretty much missed out on all my errands today (obviously they weren't that important, lol). But I will make sure I do them tomorrow for sure. It's 4:57am as I write this but I think I will definitely get my errands done because I have to. I will try to get cardio or yoga in.
I got one of my long-time regular webcam customers to get me some pole dancing classes. I've decided to learn some new tricks because I think I might be going back to dancing but I'm not really thrilled about doing that where I live because of all the guys I know. I'm thinking about posting some escorting ads up...gotta make some money for my bills and my trip to Europe this summer. My day time job is just not cutting it! I sometimes think that I wasn't meant to have a regular job but I'm still searching though.
On my way to my rehearsal for my play, I get a call from crazy stalker wannabe SD, I saved his name in my phone just like that. He asked me to dinner and I told him he would have to pay for my time and he tells me he saw me on a dating site. I told him sure but my number wasn't on that site. He found my escort ad and therefore would have to pay me. He keeps trying to justify it but I shut him down. Then he goes on to tell me about my pictures changing, like that would make a difference...people can be very stupid at times. I told him if he didn't like what he saw he should not have called me. I told him to go back and take a good look at the pictures currently on my ad; if he like what he saw then should call back to book an appointment. Dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb, duuuuuuumb!!!
So I talked to Joe II today, and he was telling me how he didn't feel comfortable agreeing upon a set amount of money because he felt like it was prostitution. Are you fucking kidding me??? Hello!!! I told him: "I told you the only relationship we can have is a sd/sb relationship because you are married! I do not feel comfortable giving myself and time to you if I'm not getting something out of this relationship, and the only thing you can give me is MONEY!!!" Geeze, I'm tired of these men that don't want to feel like they are paying for it, hello!!! YOU ARE ALWAYS PAYING FOR IT...you would think that it would be best for all involved if everything was laid out and agreed upon in advance, just like you would do in the business world. But nooooo, they want to play the song and dance game, and I just don't have time for it. I emailed him my expenses and told him to pick some from there. If he's still acting like a pussy, then he's getting cut off. I don't have time for this. I need to focus my energy on making money and figuring out what to do as a career for goodness sakes!
In anycase, I'm looking forward to my lunch date in two days with a potential SD. Hope that one goes better.
My regular, Mr. C, called me at 11pm today. That's pretty early for him. He normally calls around midnight, intoxicated. He was actually somewhat sober tonight as he just lost a good friend. As usual, I drive him to the ATM (he's never prepared!). He comes back and tells me that he reached his limit and couldn't get more than $300, instead of my usual $400/hr rate. I wasn't even mad. I know him enough by now, and he is a pretty decent guy with a nice size cock. I just told him to get me next time. We went back to his place and did what we always do...I left after having a glass of wine; a first for me. I even looked at the bottom of the glass when he handed it to me and he started laughing. Hey, I rather be safe than sorry. I kissed him goodnight when the session was over and headed home.