Monday, August 27, 2012

Aug 1st & 2nd, 2010

Aug 1st
Today was a lazy Sunday for me. I slept late, got in the jacuzzi for a bit (left a little early because some neighbors were yapping...this is why I only go out at night). I got a text from Mr. Cancer Doctor saying he wants to be friends and hang out when next his in town...it's just sad when a man of his caliber is intimidated by me, lol. I also talked to a potential SD with a lot of baggage and trust issues because according to him, he's been burned a lot and the girls changed. It was a huge turn off for me because those girls that burned him had nothing to do with me and I felt like he was taking out his frustrations on me. I told him that and we ended the phone conversation...I don't really have time for the bullshit. I emailed Mr. Calabasas a photo of me going out and he loved it. Let's hope he's for real. I ate my sugary carbs because tomorrow, I'm starting a super low-carb diet. I gave myself a facial, watched TV, and went to sleep.

Aug 2nd
As always, I woke up late today and ended up getting to school about 20 mins late. I will have to make up the minutes by coming earlier to class this week. At least 5 mins early to make up the 20 minutes (maybe even 10 mins). Ms. Bahamas started talking to me today...I guess she figured that I wasn't getting sucked into her bullshit drama. We went over the study guide for our test tomorrow and worked on each other. A former student came in to say hi...he passed his test and he didn't even study as hard (so he said); he didn't look like much of a brainiac so if he passed, I should be fine. I'm looking forward to my study guide book coming in the mail. I got home, got a call from the pole fitness instructor saying that the power is out in her studio and that classes will be pushed to 7pm instead of 6pm...that works for me. I can just nap till then. Went to the classes and it was definitely a workout because I was pretty tired when it was over. Did some grocery shopping, bought gas. Talked to my brother, Ben; he passed his first part of the pharmacy board exam, woo hoo!!! So proud of him. Look like he's going to be coming on the trip with me and my friends to Key West so I'm happy about that too. I soaked in the jacuzzi and discovered that someone left their phone there so I decided to be a good samaritan and take it to them. Came in, showered, studied, bed.

Saturday, August 25, 2012

July 30th-31st, 2010

July 30th
Today was a pretty lazy day, it felt good to sleep in. I chatted with the bff for several hours, we solidified our plans for Key West. We decided to drive ourselves which should be more fun! I'm excited. I also talked to Oldie today and as usual, I had to curse him out because he was accusing me for fucking everyone and wanted a commitment from me. Hello!!! If you want me to be loyal to you and only you, then you need to take care of me completely!!! Geeze!!! Of course the whole marriage thing came up again, which I shut down as usual. It looks like he's going to be making an offer on Wednesday, so let's hope he's serious. I also confirmed with him that I would be getting some money next month to help pay bills.
I decided to do some research on the computer on massage and just did some prepping for the future. I texted the bff's husband about a referral for home inspection and he didn't know anyone (yeah right) and advices me to "please not contact him unless it's an emergency"...what a douche bag!!! Oh well, it's not like we were ever friends to begin with. At least now I know where I stand with the pretender. Anywho, I think I'm just gonna back off a bit from the bff.
I got a message from a guy from jdate who wanted to buy me lingerie and shoes/clothes...he sounded a bit perverted and creepy on the phone but I sent him my wish list so we'll see. As I was wrapping up from the computer I started chatting with this other guy from jdate and we ended up meeting later that night (midnight) at a hookah bar. He was actually cute; although I didn't really appreciate his cuteness because he went on and on about how he looks young and he had a 24 year old chasing him...he was 41 (a cancer doctor) and obviously going through mid-life crisis. We actually had a nice night but he was nervous and admitted that he would be intimidated by me; oh lord, I need a real man!!! We ended the night on a good note...he didn't really let loose because he had to drive and tried to come over to my place but I wasn't having it. I gave him a good night kiss and told him to call me tomorrow so we could hang out, although, I had a feeling he would be too chicken to call. I also chatted with another guy on jdate who was also intimidated by me....geeze, they want a confident woman, but can't handle her. Story of my life! I went home, texted cancer doctor good night and went to bed

July 31st
I went to my pole class today and then home. I called my mom to find out the number to my aunt in London and she told me to call my aunt (her sister) to get it from another aunt, drama! lol. I tried calling but the call kept getting dropped. She answered one time but thought it was my brother because I never call her. Oh well, I'll try tomorrow.
I was expecting 2 calls; one from cancer guy and the other from the intimidated guy from jdate but neither called. I made lunch and sat outside to eat and go over my study guide for my test next week. I touched base with my castmate and we decided to hook up later. I got a call from the creepy jdate guy...I wasn't sure if he was serious; he said he got my wish list and he would take care of them on Monday when he got to the office. He's a lawyer and is supposed to be coming to Florida soon...I don't believe anything till I SEE it so we'll see if he's for real. I napped and later hooked up with my castmate and her gay bff and straight friend. We went out to eat. I got a text from Ms. Bahamas wanting to go to the hookah lounge; strange...I guess she's coming around. I told her to meet me there because we were going to eat there. She came with a date...who was actually cute, let's hope it ends well for her. I hope he wasn't disappointed by her size. I also saw the bff and her husband having drinks. I went over to say hi and of course he tries to kiss and say hi; I was just gonna give him a hand shake. We chatted for a bit and then I left...I definitely didn't like that energy from her hubby...it's gonna be a real shift in the way we relate to each other from now on. We went to the gay bar where another castmate works; I saw a gay guy from my pole class but didn't say anything. Some gay guy was obsessed with me and wanted to have kids with me, lol...I got a lot of compliments on my gold shorts so I guess that was a fashion success ;-) We left shortly thereafter because it was too crowded. We smoked at my castmate's house and sang show tunes and after a while, I went home...attempted to watch TV and then went to bed

Friday, August 24, 2012

July 28th & 29th, 2010

July 28th
Got in to school on time today. We had a 1.5 hour lunch so I decided to go home and nap but ended up talking to the bff the whole time. We did hands on and my partner (redneck) smelled like smoke and was talking on the phone when he did my massage. He was distracted; I knew I should have let him do me first so that I could reciprocate, lol. Oh well. I went to pole class and then the bff came over for Chinese...we chatted till 12:30am! But we drank red wine and had some laughs so it was all in good fun. Let's hope I wake up on time tomorrow.

July 29th
Managed to make it on time to school today, it was quite long and dull...Ms. Bahamas is acting strange...like she's upset with me or something, but I just ignored it. At this point, she's not that important to me as a friend for me to care...she kept talking to others while I was there and would invite them to do something and not ask me. I just pretended like everything was cool, which galled her, lol. We learned how to do a scalp massage in class today and I did one on the teacher. Went home, chatted with my brother a bit about his exam, he's not too confident but I know he will do well ;-). I talked to Oldie...he's still being full of himself and telling me that he can get me a "real" job; when I asked him what, he didn't respond. Because he knows I would shut him down and that he's not being realistic. In anycase, he was asking me to come visit him in August, and I of course asked for money. He also wanted to know how much repair the house would need and what needs to be done to it, and how much it would cost, like I know the answers to that. I napped for a couple hours before my game and that felt good...we got creamed 4-1, but the other team was really good so I can't be mad. I went online and ordered a sample test exam, so that I can start studying now before school is over, that way it will be a breeze when I take it in December ;-). I went in the Jacuzzi and pool for a bit, then talked with my castmate about getting together over the weekend. I ate, showered, watched some TV, fell asleep.

Monday, August 13, 2012

July 27, 2010

I managed to wake up on time today, lol. Took the test and did well, yay!!! School kind of dragged on today and I was ready to go home. I talked with Oldie and he's saying that he will be able to purchase the home in 6 weeks; I'll believe when I see it! I also talked to the real estate agent and the issue with the lock box on the home I really like has been resolved so I will go see it tomorrow and get video of it to send to Oldie.
I got home and then went to Bikram Yoga; it's been a while. I saw Ms. Palm Beach Housewife and the minute our eyes locked we both immediately moved them. I don't know what her problem is with me but hey, either you like me or you don't. After a few minutes, she immediately left; I almost felt that it was because of me, hahaha...dumb bitch. But let me not jump to conclusions, maybe she couldn't take the heat. Yoga was actually not too bad. I got a call from the bff...she got back from her trip and she left me a message while I was in yoga, so I called her on my way home. She said she had a good time, and she's actually feeling better towards her hubby, so that's definitely a good thing. I got off the phone with her cause her sister called. I ate some cereal; got in the jacuzzi...Mr. super tall in my building was outside. I just pretended he wasn't there as I really didn't feel like talking. I got in the pool and then back in the jacuzzi, then back in the pool...did this for a while and then laid out on the round bed and just hung out. I went in to get my phone and texted with my brother about his exam tomorrow. I know he's gonna do well. Got in, showered, prepared breakfast and lunch for tomorrow so I don't have to do it and rush when I get up. Printed up my sheet music for my audition...that was a pain in the ass to find but I ended up finding it and now I can start rehearsing for my audition. I really want to nail it. I like the song because it's very tongue and cheek and not all gospel-ly, lol. I went over it a bit and I kind of know some of the words...I should have it by weekend. Hopefully I can practice with my castmate and get it right. Now I'm gonna watch tv and hit the sack ;-)

Saturday, August 11, 2012

July 26th, 2010

Woke up late today; actually, my alarm went off on time. I just kept hitting the snooze button till I fell asleep and woke up when I was supposed to be leaving my house! Argh!!! Anywho, I was only 15 minutes late, as I rushed and got ready quickly. We reviewed some material over a test we will be having tomorrow. This chapter seems a lot more confusing, but if I go over my material, I should be fine I hope.
During lunch, I talked to the realtor about the home that Oldie wanted me to see, then I called Oldie and told him I will be seeing it. Hopefully this oldie is serious about buying this house because that would definitely be saving me money on rent, plus I can see massage clients at the house.
We massaged each other in class again and it went pretty well. After class, I stopped by this "Caribbean" store I had been eyeing for a few days now and I was pleased with my purchase. I met up with the realtor to look at the house. It wasn't a bad spot; my only issue was the layout. I really wanted a "guest house" set up so that I can rent it out but oh well, a house is a house. I called Oldie to tell him I liked it.
I got home, started cooking the chicken I bought and then went to my pole class; the instructor really needs to chill the fuck out...she's lucky I'm not a sensitive bitch, or worse, a bitch like she is or I would have snapped back on her by now. Oh well, I'm there to learn the pole and trust me, if I find another one like it, I would have no problem kissing that studio good bye! I stopped at the store after the class to pick up some much needed items. I noticed that I am now more conscious of how much I spend now, bummer! I definitely miss shopping without worrying about the price tag...oh well, it's only a matter of time before I get back there again. I'm not doing to bad for myself right now. Miss Autumn seems to be doing well, traveling the globe. Hopefully she has a back up plan because at the end of the day, her SD is still married and she has 2 kids to feed, but I'm sure she'll be just fine. She's practically living the life (somewhat) I had with Richard, only mine was on a much grander scale! The only thing that was missing was a private plane. And I'm going to make sure I get that the next
time around because I'm worth it.


I ran into a lady in my building who keeps trying to "keep in touch" but is bashful, whatever! I got a newspaper clipping in the mail of my musical from Mr. Dermatologist; how thoughtful of him. Too bad he cannot afford me.
I went for a run, came home, finished cooking, got in the jacuzzi, and took a nice shower. Tended to my laundry and now I'm going to study for this test tomorrow.

Thursday, August 9, 2012

July 12th-25th, 2010

July 12th
Today was the first day of massage therapy class, lots of information learned and we finished off with giving each other hand massages. I'm definitely looking forward to working and making some money as a massage therapist! I had dinner with Mr. Art collector at Ruth's Chris; I saw one of my classmates there. Art Collector was very nervous and lonely, trying very hard, it was quite amusing. He actually suggested a red wine I liked, so now I guess I'm a red wine girl. We decided to walk around city place after dinner and then had another glass of wine and then called it a night. He had potential to spend some money so I think I'll keep him around to work on. Valet brought our cars and turns out we drove the same type of car only mine was one a 525i bmw and his was a 3 series (I'm sure that bruised his ego but whatever). Kissed him good night and then headed home to bed.

July 13th
I found out today that the cute, tall blonde in my massage class is actually the ex-step daughter of Mr. Bentley...boy was he shocked to find out (I sent him a picture of us so he knew I wasn't kidding). Small world huh? I came home very tired so I opted out of playing soccer. I guess my body is still getting used to waking up so freaking early! I googled Mr. Bentley again and found out that he tried to reconcile with his ex-wife but it didn't work out. He got arrested and the jury dropped the charges. Amazing the things the rich get into. Watched TV and then headed to bed.

July 14th
School, nap, pole class, study for test tomorrow.

July 15th
Took the test today and I passed, yay!!! Left school and finally called back Mr. Ugly Jew from jdate on my way home and set up a meeting with him for drinks. Got home, took a nap and then went to my soccer game. We won 4-1 and I scored 2 goals and one of them was a header! This would be my first time ever scoring a header goal. I felt very good about that. I headed back home to get ready for my date with Mr. Ugly jew; we decided he would pick me up which was perfect because I was running late. He texted me to tell me that he was in a white lexus; he was really trying to impress me. He took me to the breakers because he had researched and found out that they had happy hour from 11pm till 1am. I was definitely impressed by that. I made sure I was dressed to kill in a sexy hot pink dress. We actually had a good conversation and a good time. I found out that he was a member of gambler's anonymous due to exccessive gambling in his past. He had sold his dot.com company when he was 25 and decided to become a professional poker player. He earned and lost millions in one sitting many times and finally decided he needed a change. What's with all these addictive personalities I'm running accross? Lol...we then headed to a hookah place that had recently opened up. We got a bottle of champagne and some hookah. We had a good time and made plans to connect in South Beach that saturday weekend. It was a good night.

July 16th
It felt really good to sleep in after a nice night with Mr. Ugly Jew. I got a mani/pedi and then packed and headed out to Sobe to meet up with Carlton and we actually had a nice time. He knew a lot of people and he was attentive. We had a blast, I got tipsy and we headed back afterwards. Passed out...it was a good night.

July 17th
I woke a tad bit hung over and Mr. Carlton offers to make me breakfast. Of course he tries to get touchy feely and I let him know that there was NO SEX happening so that kind of diffused things. We actually had a nice breakfast and conversation. He actually a cool guy; just not rich enough so he will stay in the friend zone for a while until he does something worth giving up the pussy for, lol. I gave him a massage, which he loved. He gave me one back. I took a shower and headed out to see Mr. Ugly Jew for a nice night on the town. I told Carlton to do some more cleaning...perhaps I will clean MY BATHROOM, the next time I'm there. I go over to the Mandarin hotel which was nice; I'd never stayed there before so it was a change of pace from the South Beach scene. He got a really nice suite; so far, he's doing a good job impressing me because it vaguely reminded me of Richard. We went downstairs for drinks and to relax by the pool and I decided to get a massage. He seemed a bit hesitant which was kind of annoying but I took the massage anyway and promised to give him one when I got back. It was a nice massage and it helped me get over my hangover feeling a bit. I went back to the room and gave him one and he passed out. I guess I'll make one hell of a licensed massage therapist. Then I wake him up and we lay in bed and talk. You could tell he was expecting sex but it wasn't happening. Not until the end of the night when things went well. So we get ready for dinner which was at Phillippe Chow. We hop in a cab and get there; we talked, dined, and everything flowed pretty nicely. You could tell he still had a hangup/insecurity about his ugliness so instead of accepting what he was, he wanted to convey this aggressive demur which definitely didn't work for me. Oh well, we then head over to mansion which was where his cheapness really came out. The bottle was $250 but they wanted to put us away from the dance floor which I wasn't having. And rather than pay the $600 they required to put us there (which I admit was ridiculous, but he needed to pay it to impress me and let me know he would do things to make me happy), he basically said he wasn't doing it and used the pathetic reasoning that we would have fun no matter where we were. Um...HELL NO!!! He didn't dance, he was completely out of place, so of course I needed to be around good energy and good looking people in order to have some fun. I got my girl, who worked there to fix it so we got the spot we wanted, but by this time, I was already turned off and I made sure he knew of it. He kept trying to tell me to get over it and have fun....yeah get over your cheapness??? I don't think so! I did eventually get over it and started dancing and drinking and he just sat there, looking out of place. He would get up every now and then but not to dance and I really didn't feel like helping him because he didn't even make the effort! Even Richard was much better than that! I was definitely waiting for Ms. Bahamas to come party with us so I could have a little bit of fun but she got there late and they wouldn't let her in free; she didn't want to pay the cover and my cheap Jew didn't look like he wanted to pay it so I didn't ask. So she ended up driving home, which I felt bad for. Then finally when Mr. Jew's slow ass realized that he should have offered to pay for her, he offered but it was too late. He finally got tired of looking at the hot guys across from us so he wanted to go back to the room. When we got there I knew that there was no way I was sleeping with him so I took my wig off (which didn't seem to turn him off as much as I thought it would, lol) and I told him that we weren't having sex tonight because I just met him and I was getting to know him. Then he gets pissed saying that I got a massage, and he spent all this money on dinner which I didn't appreciate, and later admitted his insecurity, to which I pretty much told him about himself, and how he was being unreasonable. He decided to wisely take a walk and I fell asleep (this one was definitely a no go; but at least I got something out of the deal; and we didn't drive together).

July 18th
I woke up and took a shower and started getting ready to get the hell out of there! Then Mr. Ugly Jew says "so are we not going to speak to each other?" Quite frankly, I really didn't feel like it after the night we had...I should not be arguing extensively like that with a guy I'm one a 2nd date with. It shouldn't be that hard! I told him that we should just be friends because he didn't get me. He starts trying to say I didn't get him either to which I dismissed as him being immature. I packed up, gave him a hug and left. He seemed really bummed out and mentioned that this was an "expensive learning experience", lol....He had so much potential, but he fucked it up by being a cheap ass. If you are going to give, give freely with no expectations and you will get the world from me. I call Ms. Bahamas on my drive back to kind of apologize to her for the mix up last night. She seemed ok with it, as she should have because I would have paid the damn $30 to get in after driving such a long distance. I told her what happened and then we ended up getting breakfast together at Dennys. Then we went back to my place to "study"; she was so excited about the dating sites that she paid most of her attention to that, lol. Later one of our classmates invited us to the comedy club; we went but Ms. Bahamas didn't want to pay for the 2-drink minimum. I understand being money conscious, but some things you just shouldn't do if you cannot afford it. I took her home and ordered some chinese...I think I'm going to start my low carb diet again next week because my muscles are starting to look a little soft and me no likey! My aunt in Australia took down her facebook profile completely and I cannot seem to reach her. I hope all is well with her.

July 19th
Today was a sleepy day for me, lol. I think it will definitely take at least two more weeks to get adjusted to this early morning schedule because I was literally falling asleep in class. It took everything I had to stay awake. We started the class off with some light exercise; I think she's determined to get us in shape, lol. We then went over the study guide for our test tomorrow and went over some new material. Then we went to lunch and after that gave each other massages. I picked a guy today because I thought his hands would be stronger but boy was I wrong. I kept telling him to use more pressure and he was nervous, geeze! If you are not sure what to do when you massage someone, then perhaps this is not the job for you; anywho, my other classmate who I was partnered with before felt that I was being too hard on him...hey if I don't tell him now, he will never learn! Oh well, class was over and I went home to get some much needed rest. Mr. Nervous Art Collector calls me (I was going to text him but forgot) to make a date for the week but I told him Saturday, since Oldie is pretty much here for 3 days and I have my pole routine on Friday. Oldie calls me to check in I guess I told him to have a safe flight and I mentioned that he should bring his wallet to which he seem puzzled, omg!!! How long will it be before he gets it??? Then he sends me an email telling me that he's not paying me for sex, and that I should be bettering myself, and I should get a real life...this man cannot seem to wrap his head around my lifestyle...I'm not even sure why he sticks around; oh yeah, because I'm the only young, sexy, smart girl who would give him time of day. Because with his personality, no one would ever want to put up with that. Oh well, I will handle him like I handle him all the time. Now I'm off to clean my house to prepare for him and study for my test tomorrow. Ms. Bahamas told me that her mom wanted us to see a client of hers who she didn't want to see anymore because he's too perverted; I was surprised that her mom thought I would handle it, lol. So we're possibly seeing him in 2 days. We'll see.

July 20th
2nd test today in anatomy and I aced it! 96 percent baby!!! After scchool, I went ot pick Oldie up from the airport. I spoke with the real estate agent and set up the appointments for us. Of course Oldie had to be peculiar and stay in the ticketing section instead of baggage claim like a normal person would, so I had to yell at him and I think he liked it. I got a text from Bentley wanting to see me; I guess he wanted to find out the scoop on his ex-daughter. I was going to say no but I had bills to pay so I had to lie and tell Jim I had a study group (It was Ms. Bahamas' idea) and it worked!!! Mr. Bentley was very chatty and negative as usually about his ex-family. It was kind of funny. I got my cash and went back to do dinner with Jim. I invited Ms. Bahamas. We had a decent time for a Tuesday night. Then we went home and straight to bed. Tomorrow will be the erotic massage with me and Ms. Bahamas.

July 21st
I had Oldie drop me off so he could have the car; I had him wash it. I was going to ride with Ms. Bahamas to our session. School went by pretty fast and then was our appointment with Mr. B.I. This one definitely had some money and he was smitten by me. We did a good job; Ms. Bahamas was concerned for nothing. Mr. B.I loved it and wanted more but I had Oldie to go back to so I told him next time. He was going to use the fact that he was leaving town the next day to con us into giving in negotiating with him. He was trying to low-ball us; I just didn't have time for it. Ms. Bahamas really wanted to do it, but I convinced her otherwise. We left; I thanked her mother for the referral and went home. We had dinner with the bff; it was fun as usual. Oldie saw another house he liked; the one I wanted him to see was unavailable for viewing. It was a bit suspicious. We went to Blue Martini for drinks and then headed home. The bff was going on a road trip and Oldie had an early flight tomorrow. We got home and I asked for my money for rent; Oldie wanted sex so it was very easy to get the check. We had boring sex as usual until he got tired and then we went to sleep.

July 22nd
Oldie got up early to leave and then I got ready for school. We learned about more parts of the body. I went to the bank afterwards to deposit my money. This just lets me know that things will always be ok. Mr. Dermatologist didn't come through for me, but I was able to gather up some resources. Oldie of course texts me, missing me and he wanted me to come visit him for the weekend, lol. Too easy. I told him I had a trip and he was saying that he wants me to stay with him, bla bla bla...he's starting to see that I am serious about buying a place with him. Hopefully everything works out. I had dress rehearsal for the pole recital tomorrow. The owner is really bitchy about me not dedicating my life to pole fitness, lol. I just ignored her. I had soccer afterwards. We won; I scored one (5-2)...we go to finals! I got home and hung out with my castmate, we smoked, ate, watched a drag show, and I went home. She's having a party on Saturday with the directors coming; she really wants to be in the next show, lol. She's cute.

July 23rd
I had a manicure at the school today; it was ok. I won't be getting one there again though. I did find out that we are allowed to receive tips once we start working on the public, yay!!! I got back home and took a nap. I decided that I wasn't going to hang out with Ms. Bahamas at her reggae party that her baby daddy is throwing tomorrow, so I told her I had a trip. I love having this as an excuse, lol. I took a nap, then a shower and off to the pole studio for the recital. Everything went well and I went home. I was going to go out afterwards and meet up with this girl I met at the recital but once I got home, I got too tired and didn't feel like going out so I turned off my phone and went to sleep.

July 24th
I slept late which was great. I got a call from Brad saying he had the day off. I asked him to go to the beach but he said he had some errands to run but then wanted to hang out later. When will he learn that just because we're just hooking up, doesn't mean he still won't have to be a gentleman about it, dumb ass!!! Anywho, I went to the grocery store to pick up champagne and some ground beef for the dip I was going to make for my cast mate's party. Came home, made the dip and got ready for the party. It was a nice get together, we smoked, laughed, chatted about the next show...Erica was singing the whole time, lol. They did Karaoke and we just enjoyed. The director told me to sing something from the show. Some gay guy tried on my shoes and absolutely loved them, he kept them on for the entire night, lol. After a while it was time to go home. Go thing I live down the street. I got to my bed and crashed

July 25th
I slept late (boy it feels good!); I know I'm not going to like waking up tomorrow, lol. I chatted with Benjamin and his exams are coming up. I know he's going to do great! I watched cartoon network pretty much all day. I need to go to walmart, but I might just push it to later and enjoy my sunday ;-)

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

June 29th-July11th, 2010

June 29th
I was hoping to get word about the potential trip saying it was A GO! But I got an email saying the trip was canceled. Oh well, there will be other trips. At least I got something fair quickly so I'll just wait for the next opportunity. I ran some errands, the bff came over for dinner, bla, bla, bla.

June 30th
I had lunch with Mr. Dermatologist and some quickie sex. Sent out some emails, ran errands and went to pole class for the recital rehearsal but the door was locked...so I just went to walmart since I needed to anyway and then went home, lol.

July 1st
I called to make an appointment with the Elite matchmaking company. I also talked to Oldie and the Realtor, blah, blah, blah. Hopefully Oldie buys me this house so I can save money on rent. I got my western union deposit from Mr. Webcam, so I booked my trip to see him next Friday...I'm excited to make some money! I ran errands and played soccer later, we won 2-1! And we played two men down! The other team was pissed, lol. It was a good game. I got a text from Erica asking me to come by. I told her I was in soccer clothes and sweaty but I guess she really wanted to talk cause she didn't care. We smoked some pot, chatted, then ended up going to a mexican joint on Clematis and I borrowed her clothes and they fit! I always thought she was skinnier then me but I guess she's just taller, ;-) She ran into her ex-boyfriend and that killed the night so we left and went back to her place (or should I say her boss' place) to smoke some more pot and watch her DVD of her previous musical performances. She's really into musicals. After a while, I went home, got in the jacuzzi, and then went to bed.

July 2nd
Went to bikram yoga today to stretch out my muscles from all the activities of the week. I chilled out at home and then got a text from my castmate, Kentucky, inviting us over to his place for a farewell party to one of our castmates and his wife who were leaving for texas. I texted another castmate, Erica to see if she was going and we would go together and she said yes. So I got dressed and took some wine and champagne that I had in my refrigerator for the party. I got there and there was another castmate at Erica's house, Frank. We smoked a little pot (mind you, I'm not even into pot, but these folks really were so when in Rome...)and then we all left for Kentucky's place which was a few blocks away. He's still pretending to be straight because of his school, lol. It wasn't the best party I'd ever been to, but it was different. We then left for clematis to go to Frank's bar (where he worked) so we could get cheap drinks, and of course, it was a gay karaoke bar, lol. We had a few drinks there and then I had to leave to go show my face at Caitlin's birthday party. Plus she had a table there so I had to go. Erica didn't have her ID so they won't let her in...so I told her I would go and meet up with her later. Somehow they got in and had a drink with me and left. I hung out with Caitlin for a bit and something got in my eye and I couldn't get it out! It got really red...after a while, I headed out back to meet up with Erica. We hung out for a bit dancing to Karaoke tunes and then headed home. Great night!

July 3rd
Slept in today and got up later to get my nails done and get ready for my date with Mr. Dermatologist. We had dinner and then went to see a movie; he just wanted to come home and jump my bones but I told him we would get to that. The movie was nice, and it was a nice date in general. We got home and started to fool around and his penis was limp AGAIN!!! I got turned off immediately. I asked him if he took his pill and he told me he did but he wasn't sure they were good because he ordered them online. Really??? He's a doctor!!! Of course I gave him a lecture and sent him home. Told him I had to get to bed. He seemed really bummed out that he didn't perform well. He tried to cuddle but of course that didn't work for me. He tried to make plans for tomorrow but I told him I needed my "me" time. Plus I had my session with Randall so there was no way I was missing out on my money! The bff invited me over to hang out with her and the hubby at off the hookah. There was actually a line! I was shocked. I got in and we hung out...talked to her hubby for a bit. She seemed annoyed at him as usual. The night ended with me giving my number to two guys who were not even in my league but they put in a good effort. The bff got mad at her husband so he took a cab home, then we got pizza and waited for the rain to die out. Several guys tried to talk to us as usual....blah, blah, blah. Then we went home. It wasn't a bad night afterall.

July 4th
Today was a very rainy day. I slept in and got up in time to get ready for Randall...I was very excited to be getting some money that I could use towards my massage school tuition...this girl knows which resources to call on when needed ;-). Randall was nice as usual, he's definitely looking for love. He brought me grey goose O and some flowers as I requested. We hung out by the pool and had a few drinks until the rain started up again so we went in and fooled around. He came quick. We talked for a long time then I tried to get him to go again but he was all cummed out. He said he really just wanted to talk to me. I think he's starting to fall for me. We then walked down flagler to have dinner and view the fireworks. It started raining again so it wasn't a very festive evening. We took a cab back home, got in the jacuzzi while his clothes were drying in my dryer then I sent him home. He seemed like he wanted to stay over but I think I had enough of him by then and just needed my quiet time. We said our good nights and he left. I sent him a courtesy text to make sure he made it home ok and that was that.

July 5th
I went to my interview with the elite matchmaking company; the lady was nice. She seemed excited to be finally getting a woman of color...we chatted for a bit; she asked me questions about what I was looking for and gave me some information on her company. Obviously she married well because she was carrying a Hermes bag. The bar at the pga national was nice...I can definitely seeing myself socializing here in season. I left Mrs. Elite Matchmaker and went to my massage school to pay some money towards my down payment...Thank God for regulars, they usually come through when you need them. I talked to Oldie for a bit, he deposited the money I asked for into my account. He's definitely acting a lot better now that he knows that he will be getting sex from me, lol. I went to pole class and then retired home.

July 6th
Today was a pretty chilled day, got some responses to the business emails I sent out which was great. Did some much needed organizing and went to pole class...I finally got some of the routine, thank God! I stayed up late sending out my resume and networking emails...It was definitely due.

July 7th
Got my balance sent via western union from Mr. Webcam today. Talked to Mr. Gambler and made plans for Saturday...looks like I would have to move my date with Mr. Dermatologist to Sunday instead. The bff came over for lunch (home made hamburgers with sweet potato french fries), as usual, we chatted. We watched a few recorded episodes of Millionaire Matchmaker and then she headed home to pack for her trip to Canada. I got a call from the lead flight attendant from a charter company I had reached out to which was great...she didn't have anything for me but obviously my networking paid off because she was given my info by two people in her company! Hopefully I will be working with them in the future. Ran some errands and went to pole class to learn the routine...the instructor is still hung up on the fact that I hadn't been coming to practice...like I don't have a life, geeze!

July 8th
Got up, washed my hair and headed to my stylist to get it braided; went to walmart to get my sheets for my massage class. Got home, napped, went to my soccer game (we lost unfortunately, 1-0 :( but it was a good game). Came home, showered packed for my trip to see Mr. Webcam and headed to bed early because I had to get up early.

July 9th
I got up early today to head to the airport to go meet Mr. Webcam...I was excited to make some money! I slept through the flights; 2 connections! Argh! I made it ok, checked into my room, paid some bills online and got some much needed sleep. Mr. Webcam arrived later, we had a hot, steamy 3-hour session. Then he got me some breakfast and I went to bed. I had to get up early the next day for my flight.

July 10th
I got up at 5am to check out and head to the airport to head back home. The car picked me up and I got through security and waited to board, we got a bit delayed but we finally took off. I was connecting in Detroit...as usual, I slept through the flight. We landed in Detroit, and I hauled ass to get to my connecting flight which seemed miles away but I made it in the nick of time. I also slept through that flight, getting up once to pee. I landed at home around noonish and drove home to get some much needed rest. I was happy to have made some quick cash...I always love making money ;-). I got a call from Mr. Gambler at 2ish as we discussed, we confirmed our dinner at Vic and Angelos. I took a nap, and got up later to get ready to blow his mind. I wore the blue dress my brother got me for my birthday. I sent her a picture, as well as Mr. ER, and Mr. Gambler, they all agreed that I was smokin'! I got there around the same time he did, offered to pay for my parking which was very tactful of him (what a gentleman would do). He was actually cute to be in 50's, we sat and talked, everything flowed conversation wise, but I could tell he wasn't comfortable with how laid back I was. I guess he was used to dating needy women and I wasn't it so he kept finding ways to "show and teach" me things, I thought it was cute. He also had a wandering eye, but I could tell he was doing it to get a jealous and insecure reaction out of me but I didn't even flinch; that definitely killed him. He then later on commented on how good I was at not staring at younger men, lol...geeze! Older men can be such pussies sometimes...Anywho I kept drinking because I was having a good time. We went to another bar where some lady butted into our conversation...her husband was ignoring her and she was dying for attention; I was going to excuse myself because he seemed to carry on the conversation with her and I wasn't really into it. He tells me "please don't leave, save me!" So I stayed, I told him I thought he wanted to talk to her. He thought I was jealous that she was picking him up, ha! He was reaching! Anyways, once I noticed I was getting tipsy I decided to head back to my car. He walked me to my car and suggested we get in his car; when he noticed that my car was better than his, his world fell apart...OMG!!! He started telling how he had nicer cars, bla bla bla...I get in his car and he starts feeling on my boobs; OK, TIME TO GO! It was so funny, he thought I was that drunk and tried to take advantage of the situation...lol. I sobered up in my car and then drove home 30 minutes later. Got home and crashed, drunk!

July 11th
I woke up a bit hung over today...ugh! I guess I didn't eat enough yesterday because those drinks got me tipsy and I didn't have a lot; and I usually handle my liquor very well. I texted Mr. Gambler to say thanks for a lovely evening last night. He responded "It was nice...till you got tipsy". WTF??? Are you kidding me with this shit??? This is obviously one of those judgmental Jews I guess. I responded "Hahaha...yeah I did get tipsy, but I know I didn't get out of hand ;-) That was nice of you to wait with me as I sobered up a bit..your hands were on my boobs as I recall". Then he asks me if I wanted to learn how to be with a Jewish guy; odd question but I went with it. I told him that I am always open to learning new things, so my answer was yes. He said he would call me later, which he did but I was too hung over and tired to talk. I had plans to do brunch with Mr. Dermatologist so I had to suck it up and get ready. Luckily for me, he called to move the date from noon to 1pm so I had an extra hour to sleep, yes! In any case, he picked me up, we went to a french bistro that one of my cast mates from HAIR works at...he said they had good brunch there so I decided to try it. I had an omelette which was fab...the world cup was on (Spain vs. Netherlands); we chatted and caught up because it had been a week since I saw him...I think time apart from him definitely helps me get along better with him, lol. After brunch we hurriedly went home because I couldn't bear to watch the final game...too intense for me. He quickly got undressed as I freshened up (I see he's starting to get how this works)...he seemed anxious to redeem himself from the atrocity of last week. I asked him if he took his blue pill and he said he did. I asked "when"? He said "2 hours ago"...So I get in bed, faked an orgasm as he went down on me. Then I gave him a blow job and when he was ready, put the condom on...he wanted me to get on top, to which I said no. He hung in there a bit and eventually came fucking me doggy style. I clean him up and we cuddled a bit and talked about his marriage, my allowance which was coming up, his practice, etc. He then left to get me some flowers like I had asked for; he pretended like he wasn't going to, then did...which was stupid; I'm not into games! I started cooking when he left and he brought me the flowers and hung around a bit but I nicely sent him home, lol. I called Mr. Gambler and he said he would call me back because he was with his daughter. I then chatted with a seemingly nice guy from Boca. A stock trader and art collector...he seem starved for love and affection which is perfect for me to prey on, hahaha. He kept on and on...and seemed so happy to have someone listen to him. We made plans for dinner tomorrow. While I was on the phone with Mr. Art Collector, Mr. Gambler called but I let it go to voicemail. He texted me saying that he was trying to call me, I told him I was cooking and would call him back, which I did after getting off the phone with Mr. Art Collector. Then Mr. Gambler, being the insecure douche that he is proceeded to tell me that if I wanted a rich Jewish guy, I needed to dress down...again WTF??? This is the same guy that was drooling all over me last night and feeling me up when he thought I was out of it and drunk. I told him he didn't make any sense and that I have no problem with how I dressed...I basically told him to fuck off in a nice way...when he saw that I was actually aware of the events that happened last night, he backed out and wished me a nice life and I wished him the same. He saw that he couldn't handle me and tried to salvage his ego by giving me unsolicited ridiculous advice...WHAT A DUMB ASS!!! hahaha. I finished cooking, cleaned up a bit, got my items ready for my massage class tomorrow. Now I'm going to watch TV (True Blood) and get some sleep.