Good vibes

Today was a good day. I met up with a bloke from Ashley Madison. He was basically a sad, pathetic, sex starved human being. I don't understand how men staying married for years and not have sex with their wives

As usual I let them know in advance that I'm looking for a sugar daddy so we met up and he gave me some money and he was very happy. Didn't even last long and basically spent the whole time rubbing me down. He ended up leaving early because somehow he felt guilty even though his back story is that his wife discovered she's a lesbian and currently has a girlfriend but they are staying together for their son. He seemed so naïve and kind of dumb for an older man. I guess age has nothing to do with wisdom. He was very sad and somewhat lost. In any case we ended up talking for most of the time and he said something that I thought was funny. He told me that while we were chatting online, he felt like I was trained in communication LOL. (For some reason, most people always think that I am too good to be true, when I chat with them online). He was very complimentary and very taken by me. He was also very nervous which for the life of me I could not understand why.

I left him and went straight to my acting class - sidebar: I have been taking acting classes if I hadn't mentioned it before. We were shooting a scene today which was pretty exciting. 

I had also been chatting with this comedian earlier in the morning, who wanted to see me as a client. He was very peculiar but funny. He was in town to do a gig for a corporate event. So I saw him afterwards. He insisted on meeting me for a drink. I guess he wanted to make sure I was real even though he had went online to read my reviews. Anywho, for a paid comedian he sure seemed broke because he was whining about my price which is pretty standard for any high-end escort. I rocked his world of course and he told me how awesome I was which I already know. I just need a billionaire to see that and snatch me up LOL. 

As usual, any day that I make money is a good day. Things have not been as busy in paradise so I've been a little bit bored lately, but I'm very thankful to have a life of leisure. Not very many people can afford to do that and for that I am very grateful.

Counting down the days till the end of my lease....

First time for everything...

Well, I had a massage appointment at one of the high end hotels I work with.  A gentleman from Pakistan, well traveled, powerful, etc.  I had a feeling he was into me but you can never tell with these things.  When I turned him over, he started touching my hand and wanted me to massage his inner thighs...hmmm.  I went with it.  He then told me he wanted me to make him feel good and he would take care of me.  I went for it (this is the first time I every mixed business with pleasure).  Very quick and easy and he was a very good tipper.  He said he wanted to see me again, I gave him my number.  He mentioned wanting to travel with me.  So who knows??? This might turn out to be a wonderful Sugar Daddy.  Something tells me this is going to be happening more in the future, lol.  I'll keep you posted....

That was Quick!!!

Well I got a call from another company I used to fly for, before taking on that time consuming full-time job. Quick easy money; I guess I got back on my feet quickly, lol. I'm on that plane tomorrow.
I saw a regular client of mine yesterday and made some quick/easy money too! I love having all these different avenues of income. Warren Buffett said it correctly when he said "never depend on one source of income", and he is so right about that!
I'm definitely excited to be touring overseas, which is happening next month! Keep you posted....

Sept 4th-13th, 2010

Sept 4th
We decided to drive to see Jerry (me, the bff, and her husband)...it was a pretty boring drive but I made the best of it..we got there and for some reason Jerry was dragging ass about going out. If you don't recall, Jerry is the guy I briefly had a fling with while I was with Richard and while I was having an affair with my bff's brother in-law, lol.
We finally leave the house and went to fucking bennigans!!! I was pissed; plus Jerry mentioned that we looked like hookers so he couldn't take us to the lame places; I tore him a new hole and he apologized. His energy is definitely different; very bitter, very negative. Learned that he broke up with ugly girl, lol. Anywho, we went back home and I decided to sleep it off and wake up the next day in a more positive mood.

Sept 5th
Had breakfast, started having cocktails pretty early gearing up for our night out. Jerry had rented a limo. We cooked dinner and it was pretty good, then we got dressed and headed out...it was a pretty fun night. The bff got wasted pretty early so she was a bit of a drag....Jerry started acting weirdly jealous and then suggested we had a contest of who could hook up with someone the fastest...Oh lord!!! Are you serious??? I told him he could go if he wanted but I was fine right where I was; some guy was staring at me and he got jealous and never left my side, lol...I had a good time dancing though; we went back home and went to bed.

Sept 6th
Woke up and Jerry wanted to have sex but he didn't go down on me...I told him I wasn't wet and he asked "why?" Are you fucking kidding me??? I told him to get off me promptly as I rolled over...we ate breakfast, I showered and we drove back. It rained pretty much the whole way back home but I was glad when we finally arrived..that was a long drive!

Sept 7th
School, soccer, bed

Sept 8th
Not much happened today. We massaged the seniors in class today and my senior was ecstatic about her massage. I went to pole class where the bitchy instructor was going on and on about how I'm rushing things...well perhaps if she moved along, I won't have to push myself on my own...oh well. Class was great...worked out my abs.

Sept 9th
Last day of school for the week. Did well on the test; I am looking forward to this school  being over. Oldie told me that he would have to come up with cash for the house but he didn't know when he could do it...and he accused me of stealing from him....I got pissed and threatened to tell his wife if he didn't keep his word. I gave him the option of paying off my car if he didn't want to buy the house...he thought I was joking but after talking on the phone with me, he realized that I was serious. I gave him the weekend to think about it and get back to me...he called me evil and you could tell he was scared, lol. I decided to even pay off my amex bill from his checking account even though he claimed that he didn't have the money. He claimed he had cancer in his shoulder and his wife was getting treatments...all bullshit I told him. I mean business and he's gonna realize that I'm not the young, naive girl that he thinks I am...bwahahahaha. I posted my escort ad online so hopefully I get some money out of this ;-) I got a text from Charlie about getting together; he made reservations right away at the restaurant I suggested...so it looks like his wallet is about to open up to me, yes!!! I played soccer, we won! This was a much better game and a lot of the players showed up, thank God!

Sept 10th
Slept in today...a bit sore and my throat is irritated but I'm looking forward to going to audition at the upscale club and working....the bff came over and I had to lie and tell her that I had a date....for some reason she didn't want to leave and the time was drawing near. She finally left though and I left, did my audition, got hired on the spot and I start on Sunday ;-)
I went to the other club and I realized that I didn't belong there....the clients were not upscale enough; I'm glad I went to the other club because I don't see myself coming back to this one. I even left early because there just wasn't anyone in the club and they were all cheapskates...I faked an illness and left. Came home, watched TV and went to bed at 5:30 in the morning, lol.

Sept 11th
Woke up today tired and sore...not sure if it's from soccer or a pole class. I got some calls from my ad so that's good. I talked to the bff; she had yet another death in her family, wow!!! I went to the grocery store to pick up something for the house....this older gentleman told me I looked great and kept following me around the store but he didn't have the balls to ask for my number...I probably should have taken charge of the situation but I wasn't feeling it...oh well. I checked my amex account and the payment did go through. So much for Jim complaining about not having money, lol. I plan on telling him on Monday that I took it and he can't do a thing...he can just give me the balance to pay off my car and we can call it a day. I called one of my regulars to see if he wanted to hang out and he did so that was a quick session...luckily for me, his girlfriend was coming over so I didn't have to stay long.
Jew Boy called me trying to get me to hang out with him and his friends, I was little reluctant but then texted him later telling him he would have to pick me up so I don't drink and drive. I guess he figured that his friends might be all over me so he told me he would just make it a boys night since it would be "weird with me and some dudes", lol. Men are quite interesting creatures, hahahaha. The bff came over, we had drinks, chatted, and then went out to get her mind off the incident...it was pretty tame; ran into Jew Boy while another hottie was talking to me and of course Jew Boy got jealous and offered to buy me a drink right away...it was funny because the hottie talking to me was getting aggressive. The bff got bored and went home and I left with Jew Boy....we went back to his place, fucked and went to sleep.

Sept 12th
Woke up at Jew Boy's; fucked and then he brought me home. I did some things around the house and now I'm gearing up to go to the new club to work this afternoon...I kind of like the schedule. I'll be done by midnight and be back in time to hit the sheets on time ;-) It was pretty slow but I'm not complaining. I went home and hit the sheets...I think dancing is definitely going to keep me in shape.

Sept 13th
New week of school...it was pretty regular in class today. Jim took the news about me paying my Amex off with his bank account well...he even cracked a joke. I even checked to make sure it didn't get reversed and it didn't, lol...I'm liking this! Got a mani/pedi, bought a gown for work. I got a call from a guy wanting to see me for two days in NY...I'm always skeptical about guys like that but we'll see. While I was getting my nails done, I got a call for a potential client from my escort ad but I have to go in today...hopefully it all works out and I get a call back before I leave for the club or I get a call during and I can just fake an emergency. We'll see. I am going to be super tired today...7:30am to 3am!!! no sleep, lol...but I gotta do what I got to do. I did get the call back and faked an emergency to leave the club to see my client. He was actually cute, tall, New York type (Chris the pervert); rented a beautiful suite at the breakers...it was a quick session and he said he would like to see me again. I should have just stayed home but I went back to work and it was very slow...to top it off the manager was giving me attitude about not making my house fees...um hello!!! There were NO customers in the club, probably 10 with 25 girls and none of them seemed to fancy me...he told me that I would have to work day shift or don't come in...I told him it was my 2nd day!!! What a douchebag!!! Oh well, I will go in for day shift on Friday anyways...hopefully it's much better. Escorting is so much easier but I gotta diversify. I came home and crashed

July 28th & 29th, 2010

July 28th
Got in to school on time today. We had a 1.5 hour lunch so I decided to go home and nap but ended up talking to the bff the whole time. We did hands on and my partner (redneck) smelled like smoke and was talking on the phone when he did my massage. He was distracted; I knew I should have let him do me first so that I could reciprocate, lol. Oh well. I went to pole class and then the bff came over for Chinese...we chatted till 12:30am! But we drank red wine and had some laughs so it was all in good fun. Let's hope I wake up on time tomorrow.

July 29th
Managed to make it on time to school today, it was quite long and dull...Ms. Bahamas is acting strange...like she's upset with me or something, but I just ignored it. At this point, she's not that important to me as a friend for me to care...she kept talking to others while I was there and would invite them to do something and not ask me. I just pretended like everything was cool, which galled her, lol. We learned how to do a scalp massage in class today and I did one on the teacher. Went home, chatted with my brother a bit about his exam, he's not too confident but I know he will do well ;-). I talked to Oldie...he's still being full of himself and telling me that he can get me a "real" job; when I asked him what, he didn't respond. Because he knows I would shut him down and that he's not being realistic. In anycase, he was asking me to come visit him in August, and I of course asked for money. He also wanted to know how much repair the house would need and what needs to be done to it, and how much it would cost, like I know the answers to that. I napped for a couple hours before my game and that felt good...we got creamed 4-1, but the other team was really good so I can't be mad. I went online and ordered a sample test exam, so that I can start studying now before school is over, that way it will be a breeze when I take it in December ;-). I went in the Jacuzzi and pool for a bit, then talked with my castmate about getting together over the weekend. I ate, showered, watched some TV, fell asleep.

July 26th, 2010

Woke up late today; actually, my alarm went off on time. I just kept hitting the snooze button till I fell asleep and woke up when I was supposed to be leaving my house! Argh!!! Anywho, I was only 15 minutes late, as I rushed and got ready quickly. We reviewed some material over a test we will be having tomorrow. This chapter seems a lot more confusing, but if I go over my material, I should be fine I hope.
During lunch, I talked to the realtor about the home that Oldie wanted me to see, then I called Oldie and told him I will be seeing it. Hopefully this oldie is serious about buying this house because that would definitely be saving me money on rent, plus I can see massage clients at the house.
We massaged each other in class again and it went pretty well. After class, I stopped by this "Caribbean" store I had been eyeing for a few days now and I was pleased with my purchase. I met up with the realtor to look at the house. It wasn't a bad spot; my only issue was the layout. I really wanted a "guest house" set up so that I can rent it out but oh well, a house is a house. I called Oldie to tell him I liked it.
I got home, started cooking the chicken I bought and then went to my pole class; the instructor really needs to chill the fuck out...she's lucky I'm not a sensitive bitch, or worse, a bitch like she is or I would have snapped back on her by now. Oh well, I'm there to learn the pole and trust me, if I find another one like it, I would have no problem kissing that studio good bye! I stopped at the store after the class to pick up some much needed items. I noticed that I am now more conscious of how much I spend now, bummer! I definitely miss shopping without worrying about the price tag...oh well, it's only a matter of time before I get back there again. I'm not doing to bad for myself right now. Miss Autumn seems to be doing well, traveling the globe. Hopefully she has a back up plan because at the end of the day, her SD is still married and she has 2 kids to feed, but I'm sure she'll be just fine. She's practically living the life (somewhat) I had with Richard, only mine was on a much grander scale! The only thing that was missing was a private plane. And I'm going to make sure I get that the next
time around because I'm worth it.


I ran into a lady in my building who keeps trying to "keep in touch" but is bashful, whatever! I got a newspaper clipping in the mail of my musical from Mr. Dermatologist; how thoughtful of him. Too bad he cannot afford me.
I went for a run, came home, finished cooking, got in the jacuzzi, and took a nice shower. Tended to my laundry and now I'm going to study for this test tomorrow.

June 29th-July11th, 2010

June 29th
I was hoping to get word about the potential trip saying it was A GO! But I got an email saying the trip was canceled. Oh well, there will be other trips. At least I got something fair quickly so I'll just wait for the next opportunity. I ran some errands, the bff came over for dinner, bla, bla, bla.

June 30th
I had lunch with Mr. Dermatologist and some quickie sex. Sent out some emails, ran errands and went to pole class for the recital rehearsal but the door was locked...so I just went to walmart since I needed to anyway and then went home, lol.

July 1st
I called to make an appointment with the Elite matchmaking company. I also talked to Oldie and the Realtor, blah, blah, blah. Hopefully Oldie buys me this house so I can save money on rent. I got my western union deposit from Mr. Webcam, so I booked my trip to see him next Friday...I'm excited to make some money! I ran errands and played soccer later, we won 2-1! And we played two men down! The other team was pissed, lol. It was a good game. I got a text from Erica asking me to come by. I told her I was in soccer clothes and sweaty but I guess she really wanted to talk cause she didn't care. We smoked some pot, chatted, then ended up going to a mexican joint on Clematis and I borrowed her clothes and they fit! I always thought she was skinnier then me but I guess she's just taller, ;-) She ran into her ex-boyfriend and that killed the night so we left and went back to her place (or should I say her boss' place) to smoke some more pot and watch her DVD of her previous musical performances. She's really into musicals. After a while, I went home, got in the jacuzzi, and then went to bed.

July 2nd
Went to bikram yoga today to stretch out my muscles from all the activities of the week. I chilled out at home and then got a text from my castmate, Kentucky, inviting us over to his place for a farewell party to one of our castmates and his wife who were leaving for texas. I texted another castmate, Erica to see if she was going and we would go together and she said yes. So I got dressed and took some wine and champagne that I had in my refrigerator for the party. I got there and there was another castmate at Erica's house, Frank. We smoked a little pot (mind you, I'm not even into pot, but these folks really were so when in Rome...)and then we all left for Kentucky's place which was a few blocks away. He's still pretending to be straight because of his school, lol. It wasn't the best party I'd ever been to, but it was different. We then left for clematis to go to Frank's bar (where he worked) so we could get cheap drinks, and of course, it was a gay karaoke bar, lol. We had a few drinks there and then I had to leave to go show my face at Caitlin's birthday party. Plus she had a table there so I had to go. Erica didn't have her ID so they won't let her in...so I told her I would go and meet up with her later. Somehow they got in and had a drink with me and left. I hung out with Caitlin for a bit and something got in my eye and I couldn't get it out! It got really red...after a while, I headed out back to meet up with Erica. We hung out for a bit dancing to Karaoke tunes and then headed home. Great night!

July 3rd
Slept in today and got up later to get my nails done and get ready for my date with Mr. Dermatologist. We had dinner and then went to see a movie; he just wanted to come home and jump my bones but I told him we would get to that. The movie was nice, and it was a nice date in general. We got home and started to fool around and his penis was limp AGAIN!!! I got turned off immediately. I asked him if he took his pill and he told me he did but he wasn't sure they were good because he ordered them online. Really??? He's a doctor!!! Of course I gave him a lecture and sent him home. Told him I had to get to bed. He seemed really bummed out that he didn't perform well. He tried to cuddle but of course that didn't work for me. He tried to make plans for tomorrow but I told him I needed my "me" time. Plus I had my session with Randall so there was no way I was missing out on my money! The bff invited me over to hang out with her and the hubby at off the hookah. There was actually a line! I was shocked. I got in and we hung out...talked to her hubby for a bit. She seemed annoyed at him as usual. The night ended with me giving my number to two guys who were not even in my league but they put in a good effort. The bff got mad at her husband so he took a cab home, then we got pizza and waited for the rain to die out. Several guys tried to talk to us as usual....blah, blah, blah. Then we went home. It wasn't a bad night afterall.

July 4th
Today was a very rainy day. I slept in and got up in time to get ready for Randall...I was very excited to be getting some money that I could use towards my massage school tuition...this girl knows which resources to call on when needed ;-). Randall was nice as usual, he's definitely looking for love. He brought me grey goose O and some flowers as I requested. We hung out by the pool and had a few drinks until the rain started up again so we went in and fooled around. He came quick. We talked for a long time then I tried to get him to go again but he was all cummed out. He said he really just wanted to talk to me. I think he's starting to fall for me. We then walked down flagler to have dinner and view the fireworks. It started raining again so it wasn't a very festive evening. We took a cab back home, got in the jacuzzi while his clothes were drying in my dryer then I sent him home. He seemed like he wanted to stay over but I think I had enough of him by then and just needed my quiet time. We said our good nights and he left. I sent him a courtesy text to make sure he made it home ok and that was that.

July 5th
I went to my interview with the elite matchmaking company; the lady was nice. She seemed excited to be finally getting a woman of color...we chatted for a bit; she asked me questions about what I was looking for and gave me some information on her company. Obviously she married well because she was carrying a Hermes bag. The bar at the pga national was nice...I can definitely seeing myself socializing here in season. I left Mrs. Elite Matchmaker and went to my massage school to pay some money towards my down payment...Thank God for regulars, they usually come through when you need them. I talked to Oldie for a bit, he deposited the money I asked for into my account. He's definitely acting a lot better now that he knows that he will be getting sex from me, lol. I went to pole class and then retired home.

July 6th
Today was a pretty chilled day, got some responses to the business emails I sent out which was great. Did some much needed organizing and went to pole class...I finally got some of the routine, thank God! I stayed up late sending out my resume and networking emails...It was definitely due.

July 7th
Got my balance sent via western union from Mr. Webcam today. Talked to Mr. Gambler and made plans for Saturday...looks like I would have to move my date with Mr. Dermatologist to Sunday instead. The bff came over for lunch (home made hamburgers with sweet potato french fries), as usual, we chatted. We watched a few recorded episodes of Millionaire Matchmaker and then she headed home to pack for her trip to Canada. I got a call from the lead flight attendant from a charter company I had reached out to which was great...she didn't have anything for me but obviously my networking paid off because she was given my info by two people in her company! Hopefully I will be working with them in the future. Ran some errands and went to pole class to learn the routine...the instructor is still hung up on the fact that I hadn't been coming to practice...like I don't have a life, geeze!

July 8th
Got up, washed my hair and headed to my stylist to get it braided; went to walmart to get my sheets for my massage class. Got home, napped, went to my soccer game (we lost unfortunately, 1-0 :( but it was a good game). Came home, showered packed for my trip to see Mr. Webcam and headed to bed early because I had to get up early.

July 9th
I got up early today to head to the airport to go meet Mr. Webcam...I was excited to make some money! I slept through the flights; 2 connections! Argh! I made it ok, checked into my room, paid some bills online and got some much needed sleep. Mr. Webcam arrived later, we had a hot, steamy 3-hour session. Then he got me some breakfast and I went to bed. I had to get up early the next day for my flight.

July 10th
I got up at 5am to check out and head to the airport to head back home. The car picked me up and I got through security and waited to board, we got a bit delayed but we finally took off. I was connecting in Detroit...as usual, I slept through the flight. We landed in Detroit, and I hauled ass to get to my connecting flight which seemed miles away but I made it in the nick of time. I also slept through that flight, getting up once to pee. I landed at home around noonish and drove home to get some much needed rest. I was happy to have made some quick cash...I always love making money ;-). I got a call from Mr. Gambler at 2ish as we discussed, we confirmed our dinner at Vic and Angelos. I took a nap, and got up later to get ready to blow his mind. I wore the blue dress my brother got me for my birthday. I sent her a picture, as well as Mr. ER, and Mr. Gambler, they all agreed that I was smokin'! I got there around the same time he did, offered to pay for my parking which was very tactful of him (what a gentleman would do). He was actually cute to be in 50's, we sat and talked, everything flowed conversation wise, but I could tell he wasn't comfortable with how laid back I was. I guess he was used to dating needy women and I wasn't it so he kept finding ways to "show and teach" me things, I thought it was cute. He also had a wandering eye, but I could tell he was doing it to get a jealous and insecure reaction out of me but I didn't even flinch; that definitely killed him. He then later on commented on how good I was at not staring at younger men, lol...geeze! Older men can be such pussies sometimes...Anywho I kept drinking because I was having a good time. We went to another bar where some lady butted into our conversation...her husband was ignoring her and she was dying for attention; I was going to excuse myself because he seemed to carry on the conversation with her and I wasn't really into it. He tells me "please don't leave, save me!" So I stayed, I told him I thought he wanted to talk to her. He thought I was jealous that she was picking him up, ha! He was reaching! Anyways, once I noticed I was getting tipsy I decided to head back to my car. He walked me to my car and suggested we get in his car; when he noticed that my car was better than his, his world fell apart...OMG!!! He started telling how he had nicer cars, bla bla bla...I get in his car and he starts feeling on my boobs; OK, TIME TO GO! It was so funny, he thought I was that drunk and tried to take advantage of the situation...lol. I sobered up in my car and then drove home 30 minutes later. Got home and crashed, drunk!

July 11th
I woke up a bit hung over today...ugh! I guess I didn't eat enough yesterday because those drinks got me tipsy and I didn't have a lot; and I usually handle my liquor very well. I texted Mr. Gambler to say thanks for a lovely evening last night. He responded "It was nice...till you got tipsy". WTF??? Are you kidding me with this shit??? This is obviously one of those judgmental Jews I guess. I responded "Hahaha...yeah I did get tipsy, but I know I didn't get out of hand ;-) That was nice of you to wait with me as I sobered up a bit..your hands were on my boobs as I recall". Then he asks me if I wanted to learn how to be with a Jewish guy; odd question but I went with it. I told him that I am always open to learning new things, so my answer was yes. He said he would call me later, which he did but I was too hung over and tired to talk. I had plans to do brunch with Mr. Dermatologist so I had to suck it up and get ready. Luckily for me, he called to move the date from noon to 1pm so I had an extra hour to sleep, yes! In any case, he picked me up, we went to a french bistro that one of my cast mates from HAIR works at...he said they had good brunch there so I decided to try it. I had an omelette which was fab...the world cup was on (Spain vs. Netherlands); we chatted and caught up because it had been a week since I saw him...I think time apart from him definitely helps me get along better with him, lol. After brunch we hurriedly went home because I couldn't bear to watch the final game...too intense for me. He quickly got undressed as I freshened up (I see he's starting to get how this works)...he seemed anxious to redeem himself from the atrocity of last week. I asked him if he took his blue pill and he said he did. I asked "when"? He said "2 hours ago"...So I get in bed, faked an orgasm as he went down on me. Then I gave him a blow job and when he was ready, put the condom on...he wanted me to get on top, to which I said no. He hung in there a bit and eventually came fucking me doggy style. I clean him up and we cuddled a bit and talked about his marriage, my allowance which was coming up, his practice, etc. He then left to get me some flowers like I had asked for; he pretended like he wasn't going to, then did...which was stupid; I'm not into games! I started cooking when he left and he brought me the flowers and hung around a bit but I nicely sent him home, lol. I called Mr. Gambler and he said he would call me back because he was with his daughter. I then chatted with a seemingly nice guy from Boca. A stock trader and art collector...he seem starved for love and affection which is perfect for me to prey on, hahaha. He kept on and on...and seemed so happy to have someone listen to him. We made plans for dinner tomorrow. While I was on the phone with Mr. Art Collector, Mr. Gambler called but I let it go to voicemail. He texted me saying that he was trying to call me, I told him I was cooking and would call him back, which I did after getting off the phone with Mr. Art Collector. Then Mr. Gambler, being the insecure douche that he is proceeded to tell me that if I wanted a rich Jewish guy, I needed to dress down...again WTF??? This is the same guy that was drooling all over me last night and feeling me up when he thought I was out of it and drunk. I told him he didn't make any sense and that I have no problem with how I dressed...I basically told him to fuck off in a nice way...when he saw that I was actually aware of the events that happened last night, he backed out and wished me a nice life and I wished him the same. He saw that he couldn't handle me and tried to salvage his ego by giving me unsolicited ridiculous advice...WHAT A DUMB ASS!!! hahaha. I finished cooking, cleaned up a bit, got my items ready for my massage class tomorrow. Now I'm going to watch TV (True Blood) and get some sleep.

June 23rd, 2010

Today was pretty eventful. I went to pole class which kicked my ass!!! hahaha. Then I went to meet up with the producer so she could sign my check (she forgot to sign it); she has a lovely home! I definitely see myself in one of those someday. Then I went home cleaned up my place a bit in preparation for Mr. Dermatologist. Showered and called the bff; we chatted about her marriage and my life as usual. Mr. Dermatologist was running late so we were just going to order in; which was fine with me anyways because I really wasn't looking forward to spending that much time with him anyways. He got here; I ordered the food and then I suggested we got on with the sex...I didn't want to prolong this meeting any longer than I had to. Plus I was possibly meeting up with Mr. Bentley later. He got undressed, we kissed, he went down on me. We 69'ed then I put the condom on. We started with doggie; I faked an orgasm so he would come; and of course he asks me "do you think you can cum again or do you want to switch positions?" "I believe it's your turn" I responded...this dude has got to be kidding me! Men really don't know when women fake it. He decides to get on top and in the middle of it he gets soft; "did you cum already?" I asked. He responds, "no"...so Mr. Dermy here was trying to make it last longer and ended up losing his erection like a dumb ass. "you want to try to get it hard again?" He asks me...he must have lost his mind if he thought I was gonna start working my ass off like he was a real paying customer, paying me by the hour! I got up, took the condom off, and got him a warm wash cloth to wipe him down, indicating that the sex was over. I also told him that sex is not fun for me if he gets soft in the process. So I think he won't be trying to last long any more, thank God! We lay there waiting for the food which seemed to take FOREVER to get here. He kept rubbing on me and trying to cuddle like he was gonna get some, ha! I turned on the TV to CNN to seem serious about the world...I'm just too good for my own good, lol. The food gets here, we eat...he tries to linger on so I kick him out...telling him I had to get back to work. "It's ok, I have my class I need to attend" he responds...he would have stayed longer if I let him. He even "forgot" his watch so he had to come back. Then 5 mins later, I get a text from him thanking me for a pleasurable afternoon and telling me what a gracious host I was. Also he mentioned how "getting to know me" is becoming one of his most pleasant experiences...blah blah blah. I see he's already hooked even though he's turned me off a lot. Too bad I'm going to be breaking the news to him on my way to his spa that I have to go out of town for work, which will break his heart, because he was already planning our weekend playing tennis in Orlando. Hahaha....I start researching foreclosure homes because I'm thinking I need to invest in real estate in this economy and I'll just get Jim to help. I called him asking about it, and as usual he was being negative. My brother's girlfriend texts me to ask if I got his package which the front desk lady (old bitter hag) tells me that I don't have one. Until I give her the name of the person that signed for it; then she gives me shit about that not being my name, blah blah blah...I guess I will be cursing the hell out of someone tomorrow morning! Geeze! Whether or not I changed my name is none of her business, so I didn't really feel like getting into that with her. I spent a good amount of my time researching records and what nots..I found a possible prospect on the water. Hopefully it all works out!

May 30-June 7th

May 30

Slept in, had lunch with my brother and then flew back home to unwind..so proud of him!

May 31
Today was memorial day; pretty laid back day. Went to rehearsal

June 1st
Had my meeting with the massage therapy school...I guess I'm really doing this; I might as well so that I can earn money as I find my rich husband ;-) Today was my "day off" so I went grocery shopping, cooked, and got ready for my introductory pole fitness class. It was nice; a bit too many girls there but I got in some practice; I can definitely see myself becoming a pro at this. That would be nice if I ever decide to go back to stripping; I can definitely go back with skills.

June 2nd
Took an early pole fitness class to get my muscles conditioned so that my soreness would be overcomed quickly. It was a nice class, just me an another lady so it felt like it was a private session. Went home to shower, rehearsal, hung out with the bff and her niece, then headed back home. Oddly enough, we ran into a boat load of Jamaican guys fawning over us and surprisingly, Mafioso was there but I completely ignored him, lol...he needs to learn, and I'm sure he will soon.

June 3rd
Met with Oldie today; I suggested we go out to eat so that I didn't get into a boring routine with him; I mean, I'm already bored as it is! lol We went to a redneck place on the water, a place I knew nobody would know me, hahaha. Ate, went home, fucked (if you want to call it that). Then went to rehearsal and met up with Mr. Bentley (it had been a while). It was quick and easy money as usual. Left there, went home to dip in the jacuzzi and shower, then bid dick Tom calls all high as usual, yes! So today I alone, I made pretty decent money; life is good.

June 4th
Did my pole fitness class (I got better! My arms were sore though, lol), then went to bikram yoga. Got my nails done: dermatologist met me there since I was running late for our dinner. He wanted to see me before he left for Nebraska with his sons. He paid for my mani/pani. I definitely see him as an easy money guy. Went to dinner at the palm beach grill, then to rehearsal and then home to pack for my trip to Atlanta.

June 5th
Flew to Atlanta for my younger brother's graduation party, African style. It went by pretty fast

June 6th
Flew back home in the morning and went straight to the park to perform; hung out with the cast at a pool party in one of the cast member's homes. Decided to carpool with some of my cast mates, which was a pretty good idea. The theatre was fabulous. It's actually nice to rehearse where we will be performing. Long night...came home, watched recorded shows and went to bed. Tomorrow I meet with Oldie, lol.

June 7th
Hooked up again with Oldie again...he's definitely getting/gotten hooked. He brought me lunch as I asked him and flowers (how sweet), and most importantly, he brought me my cash! I'm just glad that I can focus on my musical and not worry about paying bills. Looks like he's going to be depositing money in my account while he's gone for the summer. I guess he realized that women like me are not lining up to be with him, hahaha. It was pretty boring as usual and I was happy when he left! Carpooled with the gang, listening to show tunes all the way to rehearsal and back. Looking forward to my brother coming to visit and seeing me in action.

May 20th-29th

20th
Last day of training!!! I SUCCESSFULLY completed the training and now I can breath easy. Went home packed for my California trip with my brother and his new beau (very desperate new beau might I add).
21-23
Got in, had my old high school boyfriend pick me up...funny how he still hasn't changed and he is a nervous wreck around me. Constantly trying to please and impress me; it's kinda cute, lol. Got settled in at my "new beau's" place...it needed a lot of work, got introduced to her brother who was all googly eyed...I had no intention of getting to know anyone at this event. Took a nap, got my nails done, the party was that nigh and my brother wasn't due in till late, so it was great that I had Ed (old high school boyfriend) with to use at my crutch. It was an ok night, horrible food (I'm spoiled by my mother's cooking), a fight even broke out later on and the cops came. All the guys there tried their luck with me but of course they got nowhere and quickly labeled me the "DIVA" and snob, hahahaha.
Saturday was much better, the bbq was off to a late start but all in all, it was alright. Very disorganized but alright. I played some soccer, hung out with my sister, took photos, it was splendid. It was also cool because the guys took the hint and backed off (I'm not into African men). That night we went on the yacht; just as I thought, it wasn't all glam. In fact, it was a very old boat! All the same, it was the company that mattered. My step sister and her husband came out (I had invited them), my sister was there so I had a great time. Sunday came soon enough and I flew out that morning back home. Next day would be my date with Oldie, lol.
24th
I wasn't really looking forward to "old man sex" but hey, I got bills to pay and a lifestyle to uphold so I went through with it. It was just as I expected, REALLY REALLY BAD!!! But I'm very experienced in having sex to get what I want that I didn't even flinch. What I really didn't feel like doing was spending time with him for 5 hours!!! Luckily he finished quickly and realized that there was dead silence so he needed to go! :-) I got some alone time before rehearsal.
25th
An off day, I slept in, chatted with the bff for a few hours and got ready for my date with Mr. Dermatologist. It still felt hilarious that he was in prison for 2 years! You couldn't even tell by looking at him. We went shopping as we discussed and had dinner at Capital Grille...it was splendid. He drove me home and we discussed the issue of "an allowance" and he agreed to think about it so hopefully he comes through.
26th
Pretty low key day, cooked, went to rehearsal and had dinner with the bff. Tomorrow would be another rendezvous with Mr. Dermatologist. Definitely not looking forward to it, lol.
27th
Another boring sex with Mr. Dermatologist, rehearsal, packing for my flight to DC tomorrow at 8am to see my brother graduate from pharmacy school. I'm very proud of him.
28th
Got up, got on the plane, my brother picks me up from the airport. We witnessned the ceremony, awkward family time, locked our keys in the rental, and then finally got it opened. Drove for 3.5 hours back to my brother's apartment (first time visiting the new place). His ex-actually showed for the graduation. You could tell they still cared for each other. I hope they work it out.
29th
Slept well, woke up, ate breakfast, and now I'm looking forward to seeing Sex in the City 2!

May 18th & 19th, 2010

Tuesday I woke up early as usual to go attend my training...pretty standard/mediocre day; I'm so glad I don't have to do this everyday!!! During the day, I get a text from 6'5 "hey sorry it's not gonna work out. I just can't do the "buy me this buy me that...do this do that" type of girl...hope you have a great birthday". I had a feeling he was gonna crack, but I'm glad I weeded him out of the group of men in my life. If you are not going to be contributing to my life in anyway, then you do not need to be in it. He knew he would be my bitch if he got any close, so he chose to cut it off...smart man, lol. He was way too corny for my taste anyways; the only way he was going to stay in was to be generous, but I guess he failed that test...moving on!
I immediately made plans with Mr. Dermatologist for my birthday dinner tomorrow and told him to get me the gift certificates I initially told 6'5 to get. Life is just peachy! When one man goes stingy, another becomes generous, lol.
Wednesday, I woke up early again...class was a lot better because it is my birthday, I made sure everyone knew it ;-) One pilot even offered to buy my lunch; how sweet! I think he likes me, lol. Finished training, got home, spoke to mother, brother, bff...got ready for my dinner date and made plans for my bff to meet us at the restaurant. Mr. Dermatologist picks me up in a decent Mercedes, although the car wasn't valet parked like he should have done...come to find out, he has a breathalizer in his car; WTF???

May 12th-17th 2010

I went on my Lunch date on Wednesday with my potential Dr. SD...he was actually quite the gentleman and I was pleased with the lunch date. He seemed eager to become an SD as he claimed he had never been one before. Dr. SD is married; he claimed to be separated although he still lives with the mrs. Men kill me sometimes when they try to find ways to make their marriage seem less legal than it actually is..bottom line is, if you are not divorced, you are MARRIED. In anycase, he was charming and soft spoken and seemed very impressed with me of course because I was dressed to the nine with a nice/colorful day dress, some pearls, and my killer red pumps. We had sushi, chatted, and decided to go out on an evening date, and then a weekend trip to see if there is chemistry. I see this going somewhere, but until then...we'll see. Chatted with the bff at her home for a bit. Went to rehearsal; went home
Thursday, I had my breakfast meeting with another potential SD; I was so not in the mood since he wasn't really giving me much to begin with, but I knew that I could get more so I went. I made sure he knew who called the shots and did not budge until he saw that I meant business and could walk. He knew that he was so close to getting my sugar and he couldn't get it that quickly from anyone else at that matter so he caved, just like I thought it would. I finally softened up when I knew he got the picture. So I'm seeing him in a little over a week for our first of 7 meetings and collecting my cash baby!!! I got a call from Mr. Four Seasons to confirm for Friday. I was definitely very happy to hear from him as he always keeps me overnight. Touched bases with my young wannabe SD and confirmed for Saturday; he seems like he will be an easy one but we'll see if he comes through with my gifts. Friday was d-day with Mr. Four Seasons; I slept most of the day, did some bikram yoga, ran some errands, and got ready for my date. He was actually staying at the Ritz this time. I got out of the car looking amazing of course and turned heads as usual. Got upstairs to his room and it was like we picked up where we left off. I drank wine, he drank beer. We ordered room service, fucked, talked some more, slept. Next morning we fucked some more, he gave me my fee and I left very happy. I could cover some of my training costs ;-)
Saturday morning, I got home, napped and then got ready for my date with young wannabe SD. I drove to his place and it was he pretty laid back (I like that about him); it makes up for his goofiness. We went to the event, and I ran into Mr. Yacht and completely ignored him; he recognized me instantly and I could see the look of regret in his eyes...oh well, you snooze, you lose! After the event we went to the after party, hung out there for a bit, and then met up with Mr. no balls so that I could get my birthday gift. Then young wannabe SD was already wasted and did something stupid to a girl which caused her to throw her drink on him (which he deserved), but in the process, some of it got on me. I approached her about it and she was rude so we went at it, she was a hair puller as I threw punches..my tit popped out of my dress, lol...but security pulled us apart too quickly, I was so pissed. They threw her out of vip...then she called the cops crying and they made us stay for our statement...at the end of the whole thing, the cops pretty much blew her off and told us we were free to go. I drove home and was pretty much pissed the whole time but I put things in perspective and knew I would get over it eventually. I got one hour sleep and woke up at 6am to get ready for my training...the whole day was dreadful!!! I was running on fumes and was glad when it was over. I decided to spend another night at young wannabe SD's house (good thing I was prepared); he picked up some dinner for me, I ate, crashed, woke up. We chatted for a bit (I think he likes when I call him daddy) and I went back to sleep again. Woke up late Monday morning but still made it ok...Wow, what a week!

May 10th, 2010

Today is my bbf's b-day, too bad she's in the islands with her family but we will be celebrating with a spa day when she gets back for both our birthdays. We taurus' love to enjoy life and I see nothing wrong with that. There are a lot of people that feel guilty for feeling happy and I see that as madness!!!
I was supposed to go to bikram yoga today, but of course I stayed up late and didn't get to bed till 6am! So that meant that sleep was top priority. I pretty much missed out on all my errands today (obviously they weren't that important, lol). But I will make sure I do them tomorrow for sure. It's 4:57am as I write this but I think I will definitely get my errands done because I have to. I will try to get cardio or yoga in.
I got one of my long-time regular webcam customers to get me some pole dancing classes. I've decided to learn some new tricks because I think I might be going back to dancing but I'm not really thrilled about doing that where I live because of all the guys I know. I'm thinking about posting some escorting ads up...gotta make some money for my bills and my trip to Europe this summer. My day time job is just not cutting it! I sometimes think that I wasn't meant to have a regular job but I'm still searching though.
On my way to my rehearsal for my play, I get a call from crazy stalker wannabe SD, I saved his name in my phone just like that. He asked me to dinner and I told him he would have to pay for my time and he tells me he saw me on a dating site. I told him sure but my number wasn't on that site. He found my escort ad and therefore would have to pay me. He keeps trying to justify it but I shut him down. Then he goes on to tell me about my pictures changing, like that would make a difference...people can be very stupid at times. I told him if he didn't like what he saw he should not have called me. I told him to go back and take a good look at the pictures currently on my ad; if he like what he saw then should call back to book an appointment. Dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb, duuuuuuumb!!!
So I talked to Joe II today, and he was telling me how he didn't feel comfortable agreeing upon a set amount of money because he felt like it was prostitution. Are you fucking kidding me??? Hello!!! I told him: "I told you the only relationship we can have is a sd/sb relationship because you are married! I do not feel comfortable giving myself and time to you if I'm not getting something out of this relationship, and the only thing you can give me is MONEY!!!" Geeze, I'm tired of these men that don't want to feel like they are paying for it, hello!!! YOU ARE ALWAYS PAYING FOR IT...you would think that it would be best for all involved if everything was laid out and agreed upon in advance, just like you would do in the business world. But nooooo, they want to play the song and dance game, and I just don't have time for it. I emailed him my expenses and told him to pick some from there. If he's still acting like a pussy, then he's getting cut off. I don't have time for this. I need to focus my energy on making money and figuring out what to do as a career for goodness sakes!
In anycase, I'm looking forward to my lunch date in two days with a potential SD. Hope that one goes better.
My regular, Mr. C, called me at 11pm today. That's pretty early for him. He normally calls around midnight, intoxicated. He was actually somewhat sober tonight as he just lost a good friend. As usual, I drive him to the ATM (he's never prepared!). He comes back and tells me that he reached his limit and couldn't get more than $300, instead of my usual $400/hr rate. I wasn't even mad. I know him enough by now, and he is a pretty decent guy with a nice size cock. I just told him to get me next time. We went back to his place and did what we always do...I left after having a glass of wine; a first for me. I even looked at the bottom of the glass when he handed it to me and he started laughing. Hey, I rather be safe than sorry. I kissed him goodnight when the session was over and headed home.

Chapter 6 - Life in the Adult Entertainment Industry

The year 2003 had just started; I had just purchased my first home at such a young age :-)
I was happy indeed. I had to focus on school (college) and pay my bills so I was working as an escort. I made quite a lot of money so I decided to purchase another home as an investment property; do my "incalls" out of there which pretty much paid for the mortgage so it was a win-win.
I had so many clients far and few in between...lots of regulars who took care of me. I raised my rates so that only the wealthy people could afford me. I started a website which later turned into a pay site. I did lots of photo shoots, put out a calendar, and decided to go into adult film production because I didn't see myself working for anyone as a porn star. I attended lots of adult conventions and my brand began to grow. I even got paid to shoot on danni.com. My first film was not a great as I would have liked. It was all girl/girl and I had no experience in the adult film industry, nor did I have anyone to go to for advise so I did it all on my own. I must say though that I give myself credit for putting everything together. I would tell you the name of my movie but that would blow my cover now wouldn't it? lol.
A couple of years later, I decided to dance at the most upscale club in my city so that I could date wealthy men and have a sugar daddy. I had lots of good regulars at the club. I met John, a married paranoid man who was obsessed with me. He gave me money here an there but nothing to make me stop my hustle. Then I met Richard...he reminded me of a modern day Ken. Very much a gentleman and completely spoiled me rotten. He had just separated from his wife at the time and was just lost so he decided to play. The night I met him, he spent a lot of money on me at the club and took my number...I knew there was potential there. He had a huge mansion in the best part of town...he had all the expensive cars and even had me drive his SL500 to school. I had no idea how much that car cost at the time. We went on so many trips to nice affluent locations. He introduced me to designer labels and wanted nothing but the best for me. He started out giving me $5,000/month (which enabled me to film my second film) and gave me a credit card in my name to use for what ever expenses I wanted. It was truly a "Pretty Woman" story. He wasn't too happy about me being in the film industry but I guess he knew he couldn't tell me to stop if he wasn't supporting me.
I hurt my ankle playing sports and he moved me right into his home...I had just purchased my 3rd home and it was a townhouse with lots of stairs and there was no way I could maneuver around. He offered to take care of me at his lovely home. After I healed up and graduated from college, he proposed that we moved to another town and start over fresh and that I quit the adult industry all together. He wanted to marry me as soon as his divorce was final. I happily obliged because I knew I had hit the jackpot and I really didn't see myself in the Adult film industry forever anyways because it was a lot of hard work getting your name out there. I probably could have succeeded but it would have taken way too much time and my ultimate goal anyway is to marry money. I sold all my properties and furniture and packed up my things and was ready to move. I was incredibly happy!