Aug 3rd & 4th, 2010

Aug 3rd
Got in early to school, yeah! Made a 100 on the test and then we worked on each other, it was a pretty good day. Stayed away from Ms. Bahamas drama. Went home, napped, then went to pole class....I believe my muscles are worn out....either that or I need carbs??? lol...I went home. Cooked, ate, jacuzzi, studied, and hit the sheets.

Aug 4th
Had another test, made a 96, woo hoo!!! Went home for lunch with the bff (actually at her house). Picked up food from this seafood place I discovered on my way home. We chatted, drank champagne, etc...Talked to Oldie, looks like he made an offer and then he emails me with some bullshit about renting the house and me giving back, bla bla bla...here we go again with drama and complications. Why can't people just be straight up instead of playing games??? He obviously cannot afford the house, but we'll see. He brought up my escort ad in Chicago which was several months ago....I'm not sure why he thinks stalking me on the internet is going to do him any good...and he tells me that I am not going to be happy with him and he's not going to give me any money. Then why the fuck will I hang out with you? Of course, the marriage thing comes up again and I shut it down. I told him to stop bringing it up because I cannot take him seriously because he's married...he tells me it's a cop out...are you serious???
Anyways, the rest of class was pretty boring with watching videos...of course, Ms. Bahamas is still angry and acting like a dumb ass...oh well, I have other things on my plate so she can play those games with those that care.
Came home, the appliance guy checked out the appliance and just as I thought something was wrong with the oven...even though my landlord was certain that I did something. I napped, went to my pole class but was very exhausted...I think I'm going to take the rest of the week off pole class and start up again next week. Did some grocery shopping, went home, cooked, ate, jacuzzi, bed.

July 30th-31st, 2010

July 30th
Today was a pretty lazy day, it felt good to sleep in. I chatted with the bff for several hours, we solidified our plans for Key West. We decided to drive ourselves which should be more fun! I'm excited. I also talked to Oldie today and as usual, I had to curse him out because he was accusing me for fucking everyone and wanted a commitment from me. Hello!!! If you want me to be loyal to you and only you, then you need to take care of me completely!!! Geeze!!! Of course the whole marriage thing came up again, which I shut down as usual. It looks like he's going to be making an offer on Wednesday, so let's hope he's serious. I also confirmed with him that I would be getting some money next month to help pay bills.
I decided to do some research on the computer on massage and just did some prepping for the future. I texted the bff's husband about a referral for home inspection and he didn't know anyone (yeah right) and advices me to "please not contact him unless it's an emergency"...what a douche bag!!! Oh well, it's not like we were ever friends to begin with. At least now I know where I stand with the pretender. Anywho, I think I'm just gonna back off a bit from the bff.
I got a message from a guy from jdate who wanted to buy me lingerie and shoes/clothes...he sounded a bit perverted and creepy on the phone but I sent him my wish list so we'll see. As I was wrapping up from the computer I started chatting with this other guy from jdate and we ended up meeting later that night (midnight) at a hookah bar. He was actually cute; although I didn't really appreciate his cuteness because he went on and on about how he looks young and he had a 24 year old chasing him...he was 41 (a cancer doctor) and obviously going through mid-life crisis. We actually had a nice night but he was nervous and admitted that he would be intimidated by me; oh lord, I need a real man!!! We ended the night on a good note...he didn't really let loose because he had to drive and tried to come over to my place but I wasn't having it. I gave him a good night kiss and told him to call me tomorrow so we could hang out, although, I had a feeling he would be too chicken to call. I also chatted with another guy on jdate who was also intimidated by me....geeze, they want a confident woman, but can't handle her. Story of my life! I went home, texted cancer doctor good night and went to bed

July 31st
I went to my pole class today and then home. I called my mom to find out the number to my aunt in London and she told me to call my aunt (her sister) to get it from another aunt, drama! lol. I tried calling but the call kept getting dropped. She answered one time but thought it was my brother because I never call her. Oh well, I'll try tomorrow.
I was expecting 2 calls; one from cancer guy and the other from the intimidated guy from jdate but neither called. I made lunch and sat outside to eat and go over my study guide for my test next week. I touched base with my castmate and we decided to hook up later. I got a call from the creepy jdate guy...I wasn't sure if he was serious; he said he got my wish list and he would take care of them on Monday when he got to the office. He's a lawyer and is supposed to be coming to Florida soon...I don't believe anything till I SEE it so we'll see if he's for real. I napped and later hooked up with my castmate and her gay bff and straight friend. We went out to eat. I got a text from Ms. Bahamas wanting to go to the hookah lounge; strange...I guess she's coming around. I told her to meet me there because we were going to eat there. She came with a date...who was actually cute, let's hope it ends well for her. I hope he wasn't disappointed by her size. I also saw the bff and her husband having drinks. I went over to say hi and of course he tries to kiss and say hi; I was just gonna give him a hand shake. We chatted for a bit and then I left...I definitely didn't like that energy from her hubby...it's gonna be a real shift in the way we relate to each other from now on. We went to the gay bar where another castmate works; I saw a gay guy from my pole class but didn't say anything. Some gay guy was obsessed with me and wanted to have kids with me, lol...I got a lot of compliments on my gold shorts so I guess that was a fashion success ;-) We left shortly thereafter because it was too crowded. We smoked at my castmate's house and sang show tunes and after a while, I went home...attempted to watch TV and then went to bed

July 28th & 29th, 2010

July 28th
Got in to school on time today. We had a 1.5 hour lunch so I decided to go home and nap but ended up talking to the bff the whole time. We did hands on and my partner (redneck) smelled like smoke and was talking on the phone when he did my massage. He was distracted; I knew I should have let him do me first so that I could reciprocate, lol. Oh well. I went to pole class and then the bff came over for Chinese...we chatted till 12:30am! But we drank red wine and had some laughs so it was all in good fun. Let's hope I wake up on time tomorrow.

July 29th
Managed to make it on time to school today, it was quite long and dull...Ms. Bahamas is acting strange...like she's upset with me or something, but I just ignored it. At this point, she's not that important to me as a friend for me to care...she kept talking to others while I was there and would invite them to do something and not ask me. I just pretended like everything was cool, which galled her, lol. We learned how to do a scalp massage in class today and I did one on the teacher. Went home, chatted with my brother a bit about his exam, he's not too confident but I know he will do well ;-). I talked to Oldie...he's still being full of himself and telling me that he can get me a "real" job; when I asked him what, he didn't respond. Because he knows I would shut him down and that he's not being realistic. In anycase, he was asking me to come visit him in August, and I of course asked for money. He also wanted to know how much repair the house would need and what needs to be done to it, and how much it would cost, like I know the answers to that. I napped for a couple hours before my game and that felt good...we got creamed 4-1, but the other team was really good so I can't be mad. I went online and ordered a sample test exam, so that I can start studying now before school is over, that way it will be a breeze when I take it in December ;-). I went in the Jacuzzi and pool for a bit, then talked with my castmate about getting together over the weekend. I ate, showered, watched some TV, fell asleep.

July 27, 2010

I managed to wake up on time today, lol. Took the test and did well, yay!!! School kind of dragged on today and I was ready to go home. I talked with Oldie and he's saying that he will be able to purchase the home in 6 weeks; I'll believe when I see it! I also talked to the real estate agent and the issue with the lock box on the home I really like has been resolved so I will go see it tomorrow and get video of it to send to Oldie.
I got home and then went to Bikram Yoga; it's been a while. I saw Ms. Palm Beach Housewife and the minute our eyes locked we both immediately moved them. I don't know what her problem is with me but hey, either you like me or you don't. After a few minutes, she immediately left; I almost felt that it was because of me, hahaha...dumb bitch. But let me not jump to conclusions, maybe she couldn't take the heat. Yoga was actually not too bad. I got a call from the bff...she got back from her trip and she left me a message while I was in yoga, so I called her on my way home. She said she had a good time, and she's actually feeling better towards her hubby, so that's definitely a good thing. I got off the phone with her cause her sister called. I ate some cereal; got in the jacuzzi...Mr. super tall in my building was outside. I just pretended he wasn't there as I really didn't feel like talking. I got in the pool and then back in the jacuzzi, then back in the pool...did this for a while and then laid out on the round bed and just hung out. I went in to get my phone and texted with my brother about his exam tomorrow. I know he's gonna do well. Got in, showered, prepared breakfast and lunch for tomorrow so I don't have to do it and rush when I get up. Printed up my sheet music for my audition...that was a pain in the ass to find but I ended up finding it and now I can start rehearsing for my audition. I really want to nail it. I like the song because it's very tongue and cheek and not all gospel-ly, lol. I went over it a bit and I kind of know some of the words...I should have it by weekend. Hopefully I can practice with my castmate and get it right. Now I'm gonna watch tv and hit the sack ;-)

June 23rd, 2010

Today was pretty eventful. I went to pole class which kicked my ass!!! hahaha. Then I went to meet up with the producer so she could sign my check (she forgot to sign it); she has a lovely home! I definitely see myself in one of those someday. Then I went home cleaned up my place a bit in preparation for Mr. Dermatologist. Showered and called the bff; we chatted about her marriage and my life as usual. Mr. Dermatologist was running late so we were just going to order in; which was fine with me anyways because I really wasn't looking forward to spending that much time with him anyways. He got here; I ordered the food and then I suggested we got on with the sex...I didn't want to prolong this meeting any longer than I had to. Plus I was possibly meeting up with Mr. Bentley later. He got undressed, we kissed, he went down on me. We 69'ed then I put the condom on. We started with doggie; I faked an orgasm so he would come; and of course he asks me "do you think you can cum again or do you want to switch positions?" "I believe it's your turn" I responded...this dude has got to be kidding me! Men really don't know when women fake it. He decides to get on top and in the middle of it he gets soft; "did you cum already?" I asked. He responds, "no"...so Mr. Dermy here was trying to make it last longer and ended up losing his erection like a dumb ass. "you want to try to get it hard again?" He asks me...he must have lost his mind if he thought I was gonna start working my ass off like he was a real paying customer, paying me by the hour! I got up, took the condom off, and got him a warm wash cloth to wipe him down, indicating that the sex was over. I also told him that sex is not fun for me if he gets soft in the process. So I think he won't be trying to last long any more, thank God! We lay there waiting for the food which seemed to take FOREVER to get here. He kept rubbing on me and trying to cuddle like he was gonna get some, ha! I turned on the TV to CNN to seem serious about the world...I'm just too good for my own good, lol. The food gets here, we eat...he tries to linger on so I kick him out...telling him I had to get back to work. "It's ok, I have my class I need to attend" he responds...he would have stayed longer if I let him. He even "forgot" his watch so he had to come back. Then 5 mins later, I get a text from him thanking me for a pleasurable afternoon and telling me what a gracious host I was. Also he mentioned how "getting to know me" is becoming one of his most pleasant experiences...blah blah blah. I see he's already hooked even though he's turned me off a lot. Too bad I'm going to be breaking the news to him on my way to his spa that I have to go out of town for work, which will break his heart, because he was already planning our weekend playing tennis in Orlando. Hahaha....I start researching foreclosure homes because I'm thinking I need to invest in real estate in this economy and I'll just get Jim to help. I called him asking about it, and as usual he was being negative. My brother's girlfriend texts me to ask if I got his package which the front desk lady (old bitter hag) tells me that I don't have one. Until I give her the name of the person that signed for it; then she gives me shit about that not being my name, blah blah blah...I guess I will be cursing the hell out of someone tomorrow morning! Geeze! Whether or not I changed my name is none of her business, so I didn't really feel like getting into that with her. I spent a good amount of my time researching records and what nots..I found a possible prospect on the water. Hopefully it all works out!